Witch Kit - Candles & Crystals.

Got some candles and clear-white quartz crystals, also called mountain crystals in polish language 

/ pl: Kryształy Górskie /.

Have white and red candles as well, from previous purchases.

:)

Started 'clearing' & 'charging' rite by:

- putting crystals in glass bowl and burying them in rice,

- putting crystals bowl and 3 candles on my balcony to 'clear' & 'charge' with moonlight and sunlight. preparing 3 candles - black, violet and silver - in short, for protection of me and our friends ... and for spiritual growth, dignity, peace, wisdom, enlightenment, and more. 

... but goals of this spellwork might change still, not sure still.

'Clearing' and 'charging' should occur at least in few days/nights.

After 'clearing' and 'charging' - these should be used at evening under a proper moon phase.

Meanings of Colours*:

Colour:	Qualities:	Used in Magick for:
Black	Dignity, Force, Stability, Protection.	Banishing and Releasing Negative Energies, Transformation, Enlightenment.
Violet	Spirituality, Wisdom, Devotion, Peace, Idealism.	Divination, Enhancing Nurturing Qualities, Balancing, Sensivity.
Silver	Wisdom, Psychic Ability, Intelligence, Memory.	Spiritual Development, Psychic Development, Meditation, Warding Off Negativity.
... there are more colours described in Lisa Chamberlain's book; reference to this book is below this table ...

* Source for Meanings of Colours is a book by Lisa Chamberlain: 'Wicca Magic Starter Kit: Candle Magic, Crystal Magic and Herbal Magic'. 'Clearing' and 'Charging' rites also have source in this book / Kindle eBook in my case /.

Past Life TAROT Spread.

... found this in the internet.

... is it reliable source of information?

Crystal.

Ordered on wicca.org website, finally it arrived.

Ordered because i love beauty of crystals and candles ... of incense sticks, black cat and raven figurines too.

i like simple beauty of TAROT Tools as well: Athamé, Chalice, Wand and Pentacle.

Asked: 'How candles and crystals can be used to do magic' in facebook's wicca group.

It seem it's a mountain crystal / pl: kryształ górski / that has neutral properties, can be used as a catalyst for intent ... it should help one's intent wish to realize.

Candles are catalysts too.

It's important to study what colors symbolize, in case of white translucent crystal it can be any colour - white can be split into a rainbow of many colours.

I've learned that this crystal either can store intent - wish, and in this case should be kept close until wish is realized.

I've learned that this crystal - when wish isn't stored - absorbs and purifies negative energies ... and should be cleaned under cold water frequently.

What i'll use it for?

... i'll offer it to a buddhist woman i love ... so she can choose what intent it can hold.

... perhaps she will agree to include her, also to include a friend - Nerialka on DeviantArt, and also to include me ... in a friendship bond intent-wish, for a friendship between us three.

... perhaps she will agree to use air & water elements - mist together - mist that can protect our secrets.

... mist protects secrets, hard to see in mist.

... cursed mist protects differently ... curse can take form of poisonous mist, or radioactive mist, etc.

-=- Athamé & Chalice -=-

On last thing - i learned that while crystals are nice and cool, process of gathering them is 'dirty' - people who gather are underpaid, work in terrible conditions, damaging ecosystem, nature in process.

... where's balance? should i buy more of such crystals? if yes ... how many?

My Daily Prayer.

With this Silver Pentacle, i pray.

... i pray to Buddha Karmapa 17th Trinley Thaye Dorje and to Witch Godess Kali Ma - Mahakali,

This silver pentacle was consecrated on my 40th birthday, when i entered my middle age ... was consecrted in service to Buddha Karmapa 17th Trinley Thaye Dorje and to Witch Godess Kali Ma - Mahakali.

I pray asking for guidance, so i know how to beneficially serve,

I pray asking for protection from anything that separates me from True Love, with a buddhist woman i meditated with in a buddhist center. We meditated sitting next to each other, touching each other with knees.

I pray asking for protection from seduction, including from witches that i've a weakness for.

I pray asking for help in finding and keeping work.

This Pentacle is made of Silver, so it protects the Mind the most.

When Mind is protected, then also Speech and Body, Actions are protected as well.

Let's not forget about our friends and others ... i pray for proper rewards or proper punishments, depending on our relations with them.

'By Connections According to Merit'.

That's all,

... i hope i didn't forget anything important.

SO MOTE IT BE.

OM MANI PEME HUNG

OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH

OM SHRI MAHAKALA HUM PHAT

Curses, Three Tiers.

Introduction.

Curses can be combined with other qualities, as well as power & characteristics.


Tier 1.

'6'.

'6' is hex, hex is curse ... weak opening that with time - as it escalates - can become the most powerful of curses possible.

Using '6' can be considered 'minimum force approach', as it escalates only when relations between cursed one and cursing one detoriates. 

When relations between cursed one and cursing one improve, '6' curse reduces itself ... and eventually, hopefully - transforms into blessing.

It takes a longer while - however - before cursed one suffers from this curse enough to care for improving relations.


Tier 2.

6.

Three times seven times eleven.

First weak opening, then something that works quickly - so we get both power of escalating curse, and also - something that works with power, quickly and strongly - but for shorter while.

Disadvantage is that it's not so much of 'minimum force approach'. Offensive magick returns by Karma Law, so a while after using Tier 2nd formula caster also suffers.


Tier 3.

Sometimes there are barriers, for example the pride-shield, faith-shield that protects one's ego from being cursed. Against such difficult targets, the 3rd Tier can be used.

6.

Tri-hex.

Three times seven times eleven.

First - a weak opening, as above.

Second - a powerful curse in itself, a curse that escalates, and curse that also gives 'armour piercing' qualities, and a little of protection against countermeasures that would 'dismantle' or 'intercept' curse before it hits it's target.

Qualities are imparted on all three of curses, so all have 'armour piercing' and a little of 'armour' qualities as well.
 

'Tri-hex' visualized.

Thrid - something that works quickly - so we get both power of escalating curse, armour piercing / armoured curse and then something that works with power, quickly and strongly. 

Disadvantage is that it's not so much of 'minimum force approach'. Offensive magick returns by Karma Law, so a while after using Tier 3rd formula caster also suffers.

Examples of use:

- '6', Tr-hex, Three times seven times eleven - at masculine thought of a terrorist.

- '6' - at masculine emotions of a careless rival.

- Tier2 curse at feminine thoughts of a couple that does not care for others who suffer because of them.

'Virtual Adept's' Low Magick: 'Quality Analysis Visualization'.

Introduction.

Art, including 'Art of Magick & Light' - the Art Style i am trying to create - uses symbols, both graphical and textual ... other as well.

... how to represent music? either notes notation scrolling at bottom, analyzed frame by frame as in film ... or at least compact disc album cover with performers and song's title at bottom, etc ...

... with Arts, i am trying to create myself as a 'Virtual Adept', a Computer Oriented Magician.

Art Style i am creating uses symbols, history & lore of various Spiritual / Esoteric / Occult / Magickal / etc groups.

... is it True Magic or just Graphical, Visual Entertainment?

... i'll let readers think and decide on their own.


Is Art Magical?

... while i think that: 'Art is slightly magical, the subtler Art the better', there are Arts that consider spiritual, occult, ... more than other Art Styles.

... in my eyes, for me ... Art & Beauty are more Important, more Precious than Power.

... qualities / pl: 'właściwości' / can be analyzed with regards to 'Art of Magick & Light', or other more 'mundane' Arts.

... Art can have, for example:
- relaxing, mind calming qualities,
- anger release qualities,
- mood raising qualities,
- shocking qualities,
- ...

... it is also the quality, whether Art is for Spiritual Development, or a form of attack, spiritual fall.


'Problem' & Tools.

... i think Art does not have problems, only needs ... but Computer Sciences consider problems - so i use this word here.

Symbols represent ideas, Art pieces convey messages.

Spiritually, Esoterically oriented people often come upon symbolic messages - found in books, in films, in internet, in dreams, in visions ... and are stuck with discovering messages' meaning(s).

The image below can be used for visualization, along with wishes, prayers, spells and mantras - so true nature of a being or phenomenon can be analyzed and understood.

Beings differ from Phenomena in that:
- Beings have Mind,
- Phenomena do not have Mind.


The Image.

... one can visualize symbolic image to be analyzed in place of a question mark, under magnifying glass.





Links.

... see also, if You wish:
- Graphic Tablet, Imagination, 'Art of Magick & Light',
- 'Virtual Adept's' Low Magick: 'Quality Analysis' on DeviantART.

Attacking someone's Ego-Barrier with Geometrical Symbols & Numerology.

Introduction.

There are Beings & Phenomena.

Symbols represent ideas, symbols are used in magick as well.

Buddhist definition of a Being - either living, or in bardo-state related with reincarnation - is that it has Mind.

Buddhist definition of a Phenomenon is that it does not have Mind.


... is 'Sacred Geometry' a part of Numerology?

... i think it is, as Geometry is important part of Mathematics ... and what is Numerology if not Spirituality & Mathematics together?


Symbolic representation of a being with Ego-Barrier.

A being can be represented as a circle in a square, where:
- a circle represents a being,
- a square represents 'Ego Barrier' that protects one's identity, but also is in a way a jail for one's awareness ... why a square? ... because it can be understood as 'cell-block', a 'prison', a 'cage', 'matrix'.




A Being with 'Ego Barrier'.


'Ego Barrier' can be broken, thus is represented here above as an 'Open Square' ... this shows potential for liberation from 'Ego-Barrier' jail ... and allows one to believe easier, stronger.


Belief, Imagination, Visualization, Spells, Mantras & Prayers have power, that can be used here.


Attacking Ego-Barrier.

Attacking Ego-Barrier can be either:
- a means of defending oneself,
- a means of freeing someone from Ego-Barrier jail,
- occasionally both of above.

... How to attack someone's Ego-Barrier?
... i think the way is to Curse someone's Ego.

... How?

Well, some theory at first:

A Number of '3' is associated with:
- 'rule of 3',
- 'power',
- 'danger', ... a triangle is explained as 'Dangerous Form' in 'Great Seal' Buddhist Book by Lama Ole Nydahl,
- 'something that is being developed' ... so with time it gains in meaning and power,

A Number of '6' is associated with:
- a 'hex', a 'curse',
- also with bless.

... sometimes curses transform to bless, bless sometimes transforms to a curse - depending how relations between cursed & curse's caster evolve.

There's a shape that represent curse that gains in power with time:




a 'Tri-Hex', a hex that escalates with time.


Completion, the Practice.

Now that we got some theoretical introduction, let's consider visualizing a shape within someone's symbolic representation:




'Tri-Hex' at 'Ego-Barrier'.


... with time it's a growing pressure from within at one's ego, that eventually 'bursts & explodes', i think.


It may be useful to imagine, visualize, speak - either quietly, in Mind - or aloud - attacked egoist's 'name',
... so it's easier to precisely direct curse at someone specific.

... or one can use abstract names, that attack Ego-Barriers of more than one being.


... there's also possibility of imagining a certain parts of one's ego ... perhaps using 'objects-graph' visualization approach to one's complexes, structures in psyche.

... but this requires learning efforts about about one to be cursed.

... 'objects graphs' are data structures in Computer Sciences, can be used to model one's psyche, mind-soul,
i think.


Where it Leads?

... 'inferiority complex', 'mania complex' are 'structures' in psyche ... these are part of one's ego / self.

... attacking someone's ego can free one from inferiority complexes, or can be used beneficially to destroy one's mania, i think.

... etc.

... attacking someone's psyche should be done with care ... its easy to harm someone that way and spiritual/karmic consequences are terrible.

... but when one's prepared to carry on with support after attack, it can be very beneficial, i think, as well.

'Virtual Adept's' Low Magick: 'A few lines of Code'.

Can code be magickal?

Every of Witch/Magician's tools is magickal ... including computers.


Regarding 'numerical symbolism' used in this code:

108 number is holy in Buddhism:
- Holy number of 108, bits & trits.

About Numerology:
- Numerology.


Esoterics-wise, '3×7×11' is 'three times seven times eleven', is 'greater curse', and/or 'greater bless':
- Numerology, Blessings & Curses,
- Power Numbers & Symbolic Meanings,
- Blessings, Curses, Transformations.

'Every blessing is curse, every curse is blessing'.

... cursing enemies protects friends/lovers etc ... but not only that way curse can be a bless, i think,
... when someone abuses, blessing can transform into a curse and enhance bad karma, as well, i think.


Code:

... click image below to see / edit code on JDoodle.




Links:
- A few lines of Code on DeviantART,
- A few lines of Code on Project Wraithstar.

Spiritual Gifts, Spiritual Burden ... Telepathy as an Example.

... i've read wise words that too many, too advanced spiritual gifts, esoteric powers are like chains and ball attached to leg.

... nothing comes for free, there's always price and responsibility.

... just because telepathic powers awaken in someone ... does not mean that he or she was granted opportunity to be among 'elite secret rulers of the world'.

... telepathy should serve society, instead of being 'a tool, means of being tyrant ruler of the world'.

... i think it's best to use spiritual gifts in a team, and when team is upset ... one will be punished ... in case of telepathy, one can suffer 'attack of insane thoughts', for example ... in case of empathy, one can 'feel depressed', 'feel paranoid fear', 'be too afraid to leave home for years' ... or 'feel mania' for example. ... while 'pleasant feeling' ... mania, sooner or later leads to 'detachment from reality', to 'losing reason' ... for example: 'careless money spending, selling apartment', etc.

... there are delusions as well - just because something appears in mind, it does not mean that it's true ... but sometimes is true, nevertheless ... i think there are 'abusive telepaths' and 'other jerks' that make beginners/fools believe that voices in their mind/soul are voices of god/satan/buddha etc.

... i've learned from psychologists in psychiatric hospital that 'distance & criticism' to one's own insanity are important tools, help to 'handle real life', despite symptoms ... my experiences say that while not infailible, these tools are very useful still.

... telepathy is 'secret means of communication', 'communication at shorter or longer distance' when one wishes to use 'reasonable words', ... in theory one can compare internet messaging, emails, etc ... encrypted or not ... as well as hiding behind corner and using hushed words, etc ... as 'metaphorical, reasonable telepathy', to not be put in psychiatric hospital, for example.

... but let's be wary of what one says/writes ... and when one is ready - what one thinks, what mental choices one makes, ... as there are many traps and tricks still.

... when someone really needs, using words this way can lead to 'true telepathy', 'mind contact' as well, i think.

... but telepathy should serve society, transform and purify harmful mind states in oneself and others.

... when 'insane thoughts' of 'others' overwhelm 'telepath', it's insanity ... it's painful service and responsibility/challenge to transform thinking of 'primitive jerks' while suffering from their abuses, but that's how one can accumulate merit and experiences ... or it's punishment form, i think.

... i think it's sometimes worth to lose 'false merit' and accumulate 'differet, truer merit'.

... when 'beneficial thoughts' of 'others' inspire and educate ... it's insight, it's blessing and reward.

... yes, it's both stick and carrot ... as any of spiritual powers, i think.

/ en: 'merit' = pl: 'zasługa'; en: 'merit accumulation' = pl: 'gromadzenie zasługi';
en: 'false merit' = pl: 'fałszywa zasługa' /.

... the more experiences and true merit one accumulates, the more powerful one becomes ... greater powers, greater challenges as well, i think.

... etc.

... i think telepathy is not so rare as many think ... i think at least 30% of society, perhaps even 70% of society are awakened telepaths, at least a little.

... intuition is related with telepathy as well, i think.

... telepathy works through subconsciousness as well, i think.

... and yes, there are means of attacking others and other 'combat/utility' tricks possible ... but usually 'mere' mystic education via telepathic insights is enough ... this education can teach anything, not only about esoterics, magick, withchraft, spirituality, etc. ... one's wishes/prayers/spells still matter ... but are not always granted immediately ... it's choice of many beings, under spiritual authorities, as well ... not only buddhism, wicca/witchcraft & catholic church.

... i could say 'mantras matter as well', but i do not want to put too much emphasis on buddhism ... other spiritual ways are also important, and i think my part of buddhism is too abusive, too closed to other ways - therefore 'that part of society' is not ready.

... i've learned a lot about spiritual love, spirituality, arts, computer sciences, and other things - via telepathic insight as well, i think.

... i think 'mind contact with a love partner', 'understanding each other without words' is beautiful experience ... especially when combined with empathy.

... one should be careful what one wishes for, for wishes come true ... usually later than one wants, however.

:)

Are Magick, Esoterics, ... insanely dangerous? Can one turn into a vegetable?

... yes, there's such possibility.

...

... how to be a vegetable wisely?

... well, it is said that one is what one eats.

... are vegetarians vegetables?

...

... but still, in too many cases magick, esoterics, ..., lead to insanity - i think main danger is ego inflation.

... in the hermetic order of the golden dawn book, one is advised to cooperate with psychologist(s), as one practices magick.

...

... but yes, the dangers are real.

... this blog author is also insane, visits psychologists, psychoterapists, and psychoterapists more or less regularly.

...

... but not every magician, occultist or esoteric is insane - i think most are not.


... i think esoterics are insanely dangerous, but many need it ... is it wise to ignore so many beings?

... as far as i remember, if i am not wrong - in polish edition of Lama Ole Nydahl's book, it's also written that esoterics are insanely dangerous.


... for a more, see if you wish or need, ...: [ Empiric Madness ].

'Brace Yourself Dorothy, ... it's not Kansas anymore' - Solar/Lunar Eclipse Tomorrow.

The Title.

... it's a slightly transformed/customized quote from the 'Matrix' film.

... in psychology, 'self' is: 'we', a form of unity, so nice cooperation is emphasized.

... 'self' / pl: 'jaźń' / is not the same as 'i' / pl: 'ego' /, i think.

... 'large' ego is internally-conflicted, i think.

... 'large' self is internally-united, i think.


2 VII 2019, The Night during Daytime and Nighttime.

... it's the time of Solar Eclipse, of Dark Moon, as well.

... quite rare occasion, when Black Magick Completes.

... quite rare occasion, when Light starts to appear.

... numerologically, it's meaningful - light karma emphasized ... but moon is still dark:
> month is 7th, the luck in midst,
> day and year evaluate to 14, 2+2+1+9 is 14, the luck, the happy couple, etc.

... in buddhism, moon phases are very important, at least, as well.


Consequences.

... prepare for combat, finish foes, start seeding light, start seeding good karma.

... it's only advice, it's not order, i don't force anything.


--

The Golden Dawn's Magick & Spiritual-Physical Exercises.

A Quote.

'It is vitally important that in the quest to exalt the health of the Spirit, the student does not neglect the health of the body.

Physical well-being and endurance are essential to the magician who wishes to perform lengthy rituals as well as Astral work.

During this probationary period, the student should begin a regular discipline of exercise to maintain physical fitness.

We leave the choice of exercise to the individual student;

... swimming, biking, jogging, martial arts, aerobics, yoga or some other.

Israel Regardie recommended that the student perform certain exercises that are designed to raise both the physical and psychic vitality of the practitioner.

They are taken from a small pamphlet by Peter Kelder called The Five Rites of Rejuvenation. or The Eye of Revelation.

These exercises can also be found in Donald Michael Kraig's book Modern Magick (pages 222-229).


Whatever form of exercise is undertaken, the student should never overwork to the point of strain.

If one is not used to exercise, begin slowly and gradually.

If health concerns are an issue, consult a doctor before commencing any form of physical exertion.'


-- Quoted & Reshaped from 'Self-Initiation into the Golden Dawn Tradition' book by Chic Cicero & Sandra Tabatha Cicero.