Past Life TAROT Spread.

... found this in the internet.

... is it reliable source of information?

Crystal.

Ordered on wicca.org website, finally it arrived.

Ordered because i love beauty of crystals and candles ... of incense sticks, black cat and raven figurines too.

i like simple beauty of TAROT Tools as well: Athamé, Chalice, Wand and Pentacle.

Asked: 'How candles and crystals can be used to do magic' in facebook's wicca group.

It seem it's a mountain crystal / pl: kryształ górski / that has neutral properties, can be used as a catalyst for intent ... it should help one's intent wish to realize.

Candles are catalysts too.

It's important to study what colors symbolize, in case of white translucent crystal it can be any colour - white can be split into a rainbow of many colours.

I've learned that this crystal either can store intent - wish, and in this case should be kept close until wish is realized.

I've learned that this crystal - when wish isn't stored - absorbs and purifies negative energies ... and should be cleaned under cold water frequently.

What i'll use it for?

... i'll offer it to a buddhist woman i love ... so she can choose what intent it can hold.

... perhaps she will agree to include her, also to include a friend - Nerialka on DeviantArt, and also to include me ... in a friendship bond intent-wish, for a friendship between us three.

... perhaps she will agree to use air & water elements - mist together - mist that can protect our secrets.

... mist protects secrets, hard to see in mist.

... cursed mist protects differently ... curse can take form of poisonous mist, or radioactive mist, etc.

-=- Athamé & Chalice -=-

On last thing - i learned that while crystals are nice and cool, process of gathering them is 'dirty' - people who gather are underpaid, work in terrible conditions, damaging ecosystem, nature in process.

... where's balance? should i buy more of such crystals? if yes ... how many?

My Daily Prayer.

With this Silver Pentacle, i pray.

... i pray to Buddha Karmapa 17th Trinley Thaye Dorje and to Witch Godess Kali Ma - Mahakali,

This silver pentacle was consecrated on my 40th birthday, when i entered my middle age ... was consecrted in service to Buddha Karmapa 17th Trinley Thaye Dorje and to Witch Godess Kali Ma - Mahakali.

I pray asking for guidance, so i know how to beneficially serve,

I pray asking for protection from anything that separates me from True Love, with a buddhist woman i meditated with in a buddhist center. We meditated sitting next to each other, touching each other with knees.

I pray asking for protection from seduction, including from witches that i've a weakness for.

I pray asking for help in finding and keeping work.

This Pentacle is made of Silver, so it protects the Mind the most.

When Mind is protected, then also Speech and Body, Actions are protected as well.

Let's not forget about our friends and others ... i pray for proper rewards or proper punishments, depending on our relations with them.

'By Connections According to Merit'.

That's all,

... i hope i didn't forget anything important.

SO MOTE IT BE.

OM MANI PEME HUNG

OM A RA PA CA NA DHIH

OM SHRI MAHAKALA HUM PHAT

Yoda, disgrace among martial arts teachers, cursed be!

Who is being cursed?

Well there are many people with nickname: 'Yoda'.

... in this case its meant to target a disgrace among buddhist martial arts teachers, who uses nickname yoda - whom i met at buddhist center. 


Why is he cursed?

After beating me during training in which he used vulgar words - words that true martial arts teacher should be ashamed of ...

... he kept appearing in my mind, attacking for years, almost every day - seemingly just for a pleasure of releasing anger,

... his voice in my mind said that he is threatening Buddha for not fulfilling his wishes ... had visions of him shaking fist at visualized Buddha's image,

... his voice in my mind said that he wants to separate me from a buddhist woman i love.

... his voice in my mind said that he was going to rape a buddhist woman i love,

... his voice in my mind said that he was going to rape young girls that i write tales for, once they grow up,

... his voice in my mind said that he wants to steal money from me,

... his voice in my mind said that he wants 'karate kid' to do chores as cleaning his home for a bit of training.

... his voice in my mind said that he wants to kill me before i meet a buddhist woman i love again.


How is he being cursed?

... i've used modified version of a program to cast technomagickal curse,

> 'Virtual Adept Magick: A few lines of Code'.

Changes are as follows:
- Target: at Yoda,
- Use of 3rd Tier curse, instead of 1st.
- The line with 'suffer and perish'.

Meaning of word: 'Perish'.

Perish's meaning can range from 'begone', to 'begone from my world', to 'cease existing'.

... i've left meaning unprecised on purpose ... to allow those who participate in cursing, or just are interrested to choose, to have voting power.