Thursday, May 10, 2018

Lux intus Tenebris, Apage Satanas et Ecclesia.

'Lux intus Tenebris, Apage Satanas ex Ecclesia' - these Latin words mean: 'Light within Darkness, Begone Satan from Church'.

i'll serve Church that Way - by criticizing, by banishing evil from within the Church.

While there are forces of Evil and forces of Good, the Worst enemies are inner enemies & traitors, afterall.


How to defeat Church's worst foes?

By confronting Church's inner evil & hypocrisy - i think outsiders - from church's perspective - do it best, anyway.

Even if it seems good to join forces with church and go together on a crusade against Satanists - this would cause Wars, Terrorism and other Catastrophes.

i strive for Peace, instead.

i think even Forces of Evil have hearts, they fight for Love, for Families - but too often go too far in their fight.

i wish to not go too far.

i wish to Criticize & Protect, both Beings & Peace.

i wish to Protect Mostly against Murder, Rape, Terror, Enslavement, Hypocrisy, Lies, and Abuses - on both sides, and beyond.

i have heart for Evil and Compassion for Good.

But above all, i wish for Enlightened & Artful Love with a Buddhist woman, and i know which.

Wednesday, May 9, 2018

Nox Arcana - Night of the Wolf.




-=- Nox Arcana - Night of the Wolf. -=-



Which side to choose? Good or Evil?

... i prefer to serve Evil - Lilith, a Siren & a Vampyre - even if it's a losing fight.

... it's not so bad as it seems, as my aim is to awaken compassion in Evil, an to Enlighten Evil Beings across many Reincarnations.

... i should make sure they benefit from it enough, as well.

... Church annoys me too much, but i have to serve them as well or they will gain too much of advantage and convert by force, against my will.

... to serve is to gain advantage, by a common sense & spiritual challenge rules.

Black Magick, Sects, Protection & Catholic Church.

Catholic Church irritates me, but i think it's still more beneficial than harmful, even if annoying too often.

Black Magick Seduces & Fascinates when in service of Light, but when too dirty - it makes me feel like a vomit.

Do i wish to abolish the Catholic Church?

... it would be too Sectarian Practice, so no.

Sects are movements of Religious Protest, i prefer to criticize & reform church instead of destroying.

Can my Black Magick be used to Protect Church Members & others?

... at wise terms yes, but i won't promise miracles. i have costs & expenses, as well.

i wish for a Peace between Good & Evil, but not at all cost.

i will protest against abusing my friends, either for evil or good, or indifferent minds & souls.

i will protest against Murders, Rape, and Enslavement as well, but what is Enslavement and what is a Lesson with Protection?

it would be the very unwise to attempt to bribe me to turn me against those i care for.

otherise i can serve with Protection, using Magick as well, either White, Black or other.

i support the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn, as well as Papal Church more than other God-followers, however.

Other religions & views have a place in my mind & heart as well.

Tuesday, May 8, 2018

Goetia.

A Quote.

'We cam safely say that Goetia is one of the most prominent systematized practices of classical occultism and contemporary magic.

Rejected by many and considered low magic by others, the Goetia we know today owes its reputation especially to two celebrated gentlemen: Samuel Liddle MacGregor Mathers and Aleister Crowley.

In 1889, Mathers published his translation of 'The Goetia - The Lesser Key of King Solomon', which describes the elemental nature of 72 Spirits with whom the Magician can establish contact to obtain certain 'favors'.

The book becane even more known with the edition and introduction of Aleister Crowley, where Master Therion 'clarifies' that 'Goetia Spirits are parts of the human brain'.'

-- Quoted a part of 'Lucifer Luciferax Compendium' book by Pharzhuph.





Blog author's commentary.

Many christians, i think, are committing sins, studying evil in a service to Church & God - or so they say.

They often 'protect' others from committing sins, keeping them ignorant.

Is world better when Catholic Church has monopoly on such Knowledge?

i don't think so.

People moralize too often, willing others to be better than themselves.

There's the difference between beneficial inspiration and hypocritical moralizing.

Moralizing is - by my interpretation - such attempt to make others better, while being worse. Inspiration is transmitting methods, guiding by example.

I can see benefits of keeping evil lore from spreading, evil is less powerful in this world that way - but people suffer under a few who study evil.

When people need to turn to evil, for their survival - they will find a way anyway, thankfully, i think.

So i presented a hint of evil here, to 'enlighten' people that way.

Even that it's not true Enlightenment, by Buddhism, reading this article can still cause a satisfaction and understanding.


Links.

See also, if You wish:
- The Goetia: The Lesser Key of Solomon the King on Deliriums Realm.

Tuesday, May 1, 2018

Inkubus Sukkubus - Beltaine.




-=- Inkubus Sukkubus - Beltaine. -=-


Underneath the neolithic sky;
Where the beasts are so proud to die
Across the sea of a million dreams
Where nothing is as it once seemed

I hear the Pan Pipes playing
In what the wind is saying

Here comes the fallen angel
Here comes the long-dead god
Back from the years in exile
Here comes the wild Pagan heart

And the May Queen sings her song;
For her consort who is gone
Children mourn the loss of Pan
Whom Death banished from this land

I hear the Pan Pipes playing
In what the wind is saying

Here comes the fallen angel
Here comes the long-dead god
Back from the years in exile
Here comes the wild Pagan heart

It has been two thousand years
The earth is soaked with blood and tears
The once-great Lord of the Hunt lies slain
His bride's a-burning in the flame

Mother Earth lies raped and poisoned
The final day draws ever closer
To a time of ice and fire
She shall be a funeral pyre

I hear the Pan Pipes playing
In what the wind is saying

Here comes the fallen angel
Here comes the long-dead god
Back from the years in exile
Here comes the wild Pagan heart

I hear the Pan Pipes playing
In what the wind is saying

Here comes the fallen angel
Here comes the long-dead god
Back from the years in exile
Here comes the wild Pagan heart.


Sunday, April 22, 2018

Ouroboros, One Eyed Snake.

My ouroboros lost one of it's ruby eyes as i wore it.

... now It's 'One Eyed Snake', a manhood in the Beautiful Art's Speech.

By Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn's symbolics it's 'Guardian of Eternity - No Beginning, and No End', as it devours it's own tail.

i think it's a nice tool of masculine Mahakala, Buddhist Guardian, Protecting Energy & Wrathful Deity.

Being Masculine it's associated with the Elements of Fire / masculine feelings / and Air / masculine thoughts /.

... it's associated with the 'Wind & Fire of Liberating Wisdom', as well.

... it's a Timeless Guardian of Liberating Wisdom.

... a male buddhist witch's tool, still worn on my left wrist.

... left hand is subtler, gentler, weaker than right hand - therefore better suited for 'Art of Magick & Light'.

... 'The Subtler Art, the Better'.




-=- ... this image is not a proof, but i have no desire to prove. ;) -=-

-=- believe or not, we do not require belief. -=-

Saturday, April 21, 2018

Awareness & ESP.

We do not live in isolation.

i think people have mind contact, even if they are not fully aware.

... had insights that ESP works through subconsciousness, manifesting in form of insights, visions, etc.

i think i followed insights, followed my thoughts & feelings of other beings appearing in my mind, serving them in many ways - from writing a blog article on a request, by buying something in shop, to eating certain dishes, etc ...

i think this led to awareness heightening, to perceiving more beings than before - both more and less advanced in awareness.

Beings that ordered services from me in my mind were defeated - i think they will serve me for a while, then.

... by serving one gains advantage, by a common sense & the spiritual challenge rules.

... my ego lessened, awareness increased.

... had insights that i can introspect better by speaking mantra / spell 'Scan' in mind or aloud while observing a mind's part.

... had insights that this can increase my understanding of parts of my self, a scan into minds of beings i have connection with through subconsciousness is the same as an introspective scan in my own mind.

... had insights that i can 'scan' deeper & deeper - reaching minds of beings, then into minds within whom i scanned before - reaching as deep as i wish. the deeper, the worse karma and more troubles, however.

... had insights that this leads to being able to perceive even distant parts of reality, seeing through eyes, hearing through ears, ... of beings i have connection with. Probably with spell / mantras as: 'clairaudience' or 'clairvoyance', and similar.

... when i scanned a few of people appearing in my mind, a question appeared in my mind: 'Do you wish to help them?'

... i agreed in 3 cases out of 4, agreed to transform their thinking by interacting with their thoughts - with abstract spells / mantras as: 'happy', 'calm', 'beautiful', 'clear' or other, to improve karma of theirs and mine. these spells / mantras affect thoughts, by increasing certain qualities in thinking, setting karma for improvement in motion - so effects increase with time, gently letting others & myself evolve into more perfect thinking, mindset & view, with lasting effects, as well.

... i do not wish to abuse this ability as it would harm my own karma, endanger my love pursuits, as well.

i think self is more than ego, it's both me and beings around me, my friends and unknown beings that i have a mind contact with.

... ego is 'i', self is 'we'.

... ego creates illusion of separation, and when ego is defeated, the barriers in mind break and disappear, awareness reaches further, mental borders between me and others move further away from my ego.

... 'mind knows everything, and allows for everything' - quoting a part of a Buddhist Lecture.

... different people have different awareness reach, borders either far away or close. the fact that i can perceive someone's mind & senses, doesn't mean they can perceive my mind & senses. the stronger ego, the closer borders, the more narrow awareness.

... i read that Buddhas are Omniscient, perhaps that way or more.

... i think Telepathy & ESP can work well with Magick, as well.

... Words, thoughts, movements and visualizations are all vibrations.

By David Griffin's 'The Ritual Magick Manual', vibrations are parts of spellcasting, affect reality as well, afterall.

Blessings, Curses, Transformations.

What is Curse and how it works?

Curse is offensive magick, an abstract attack form.

When not specifying how curse should work, magick flows along 'path of least resistance' - usually attacking someone's most vulnerable points.

Curse can also be specified, one can decide of what to attack, instead of letting curse to 'choose by itself':
- curse of poverty,
- curse of loneliness,
- curse of illness,
- curse of paralysis in combat or in other situations,
- curse of physical and/or mental weakness,
- about anything else.


Protection.




This Silver Pentacle is pointed up, so it's more of spiritual ascent than descent.

Pentacle is the Most Important Symbol of Witchcraft.

Silver Pentacle Protects the Mind the most, not only against curses.


Before You proceed, Protect Yourself, if You need.

Say in mind or aloud words: 'Pentacle's Protection, i do Invoke'.

Pentacle's Protection is a strong blessing, that can protect against initial mistakes, for a while.

... But when someone abuses, it can transform into a curse and enhance bad karma, as well.

Now we can proceed, protection & warning has been given.


Efficiency.

Even slightest curses can escalate, even slightest curses can kill.

From desperation and suicide, to somatic (physical) illness that results in death, to some car accident, etc.

Curses have their ways of ending someone's life.

... but i disadvise killing - especially using Magick, as it's terrible destiny and terrible karma for the killer involved.

Saying 'Hex' is a fairly weak opening, but when someone disregards it and keeps hostile attitude to a witch, it might escalate, more words might appear.

Examples:

'You will burn in the Hell,
For as long, as i tell.'

'You will fight with your man*,
till i tell, You are done.'

* one can replace 'man' with 'wife' here.


Transformations.

Curse can transform into a blessing.

'Burning in Hell, can be the Love, as Your relations with witch improve'.

'Fight with men can be with, not against, it's my will'.


Blessing can transform into a curse, when someone does misuse.

'Love no longer, it's fiery torment'.

'What's together, falls apart, as annoyed witches cast'.


Even the very sinister curses have 'ways out', and 'ways in' - i think.


Links.

See also, if You wish: Power Numbers & Symbolic Meanings.


See also, if You wish: Numerology, Blessings & Curses.

Tuesday, April 17, 2018

Take it off.



- Ke$ha - Take It Off. -








'If You are going through hell, keep going!'

... You'll eventually arrive there.


Saturday, April 7, 2018

Athamé, Black Fang.

A Poem.



en:

... when over a ice-held sky,
... pale star of betrayal' arises well,
... black fang emerges again,
... to open old wounds.

/ is Lucifer a pale star of betrayal? is Lilith a pale star of betrayal? are their union a pale star of betrayal? /


pl:

... gdy nad niebem skutym lodem,
... wstanie blada gwiazda zdrady,
... czarny kieł znów powstanie,
... by otworzyć dawne rany.

/ czy Lucyfer to blada gwiazda zdrady? czy Lilith to blada gwiazda zdrady? czy ich jedność to blada gwiazda zdrady? /


A Black Fang, an Old Fantasy Poem.


Commentary.

This is Spiritual Weapon for Truth, of Light & Shadow.

it wields name of Black Fang, as well.

... a while ago i wished so it has power to open veins at a distance, to draw blood without physically piercing skin - without losing it's Athamé properties.

... with a spell: 'Cut of Athamé'.

... i think it has greatest powers with Mist.

... it has many other powers & uses, both dark & light.

... it's already consecrated tool, my most important of my magickal tools.

... it's not for sale, but perhaps i can prepare similar tools for others for a price.

... these will be meaningful & powerful, fascinating - so consequences of misuse & mistakes are terrible, mostly karmicly & magically.

... Athamé is a knife, the Holy Tool of Mahakala, Buddhist Protector Deity.

... Knife is similar to Cross, either holy or luciferian / reversed / .

... it has spider symbolics, studying spiders' mind is Buddhist practice.

... it has uses in the Wiccan Great Rite, for which i am not ready yet.


--
See also, if You wish: Witches' Tools of the Trade; Athamé.

Athamé of Light & Shadow.

Had insights.

My most important of Magickal Tools is Athamé afterall.

After initial investment in Pentacle's Protection - as is wise to be safe at first - i wish to catch up in Athamé development.

i am not so defensive, i wish for initiative in Spiritual Struggle, but protection is almost as important.

Best Protection is excellent & wise offense, afterall.

Mist is Holy, so Chalice should follow (Air & Water is Mist, Athamé is related with Air. Chalice is Related with Water).

There's immense Power & Wisdom in Mist, i think & feel.

i wish my tools of Light & Shadow to develop in Light faster than in Shadow, to be holier, to be more clear, pure, fascinating & dangerously seductive.

Had insights, fought in mind - against a Satanist Sectarian Priest who raped young boy.

He's wise in Church's Wisdom, both Holy & Satanic, more powerful than me as well.

He's in jail.

But i am not alone, and i use Truth as Spiritual Weapon.

Long story short, we prefer to not kill evil - instead to make them transform karma for better, torturing if needed. They would reincarnate anyway, and be as evil as before or worse, anyway.

So i came to terms with him that i'll help him get out of jail if he transforms his karma, uncurses raped boy and protects kids from rapes.

There's lot of work to do, but in jail he has lot of time to pray & suffer.

He agreed to serve Buddha & Church for getting out, to serve loyally as well-trained dog.

Which church he will serve, and how often which - will depend on how both sides fight. Under Buddha he won't rape and behave anyway, i think.

i hope this will motivate Holy Catholic Church more than Unholy Satanic Churches.

He will be reality changing dog, still more evil than good.

He will go to hell many times, reincarnating many times, then eventually will go to heaven as well - again not permanently.

Then he will visit Hells and Heavens, we'll see what's after.

i wish him Enlightenment.

'Dog will come out, anyway'.

Friday, April 6, 2018

Journal Keeping.

A Quote.

'Every serious student of Magic should begin to keep a journal on a daily basis.

Record any Magical Work, dreams, and visions, as well as the mundane events of everyday life.

Entries involving Magical Work should describe any Rituals performed, the Zodiac location of the Sun and Moon, as well as a brief description of any feelings, intuitions, and observations during and following the Ritual.

There are many important aspects about ourselves and our magical progress discernable only in retrospect and numerous fundamental insights to gain during the process of reflection itself.

If a Magician keeps a detailed journal, he or she eventually begins to discover subtle patterns of relationships underlying apparently random events of daily life.'

-- Quoted from 'The Ritual Magic Manual' book by David Griffin.


Commentary.

since about 6 years i am writing blogs, not only about magick.

i think these effectively can serve as journals, list of my active blogs is available in my DeviantID on DeviantART (under my photo portrait).

https://neo-mahakala-108.deviantart.com/