Athamé of Light & Shadow.

Had insights.

My most important of Magickal Tools is Athamé afterall.

After initial investment in Pentacle's Protection - as is wise to be safe at first - i wish to catch up in Athamé development.

i am not so defensive, i wish for initiative in Spiritual Struggle, but protection is almost as important.

Best Protection is excellent & wise offense, afterall.

Mist is Holy, so Chalice should follow (Air & Water is Mist, Athamé is related with Air. Chalice is Related with Water).

There's immense Power & Wisdom in Mist, i think & feel.

i wish my tools of Light & Shadow to develop in Light faster than in Shadow, to be holier, to be more clear, pure, fascinating & dangerously seductive.

Had insights, fought in mind - against a Satanist Sectarian Priest who raped young boy.

He's wise in Church's Wisdom, both Holy & Satanic, more powerful than me as well.

He's in jail.

But i am not alone, and i use Truth as Spiritual Weapon.

Long story short, we prefer to not kill evil - instead to make them transform karma for better, torturing if needed. They would reincarnate anyway, and be as evil as before or worse, anyway.

So i came to terms with him that i'll help him get out of jail if he transforms his karma, uncurses raped boy and protects kids from rapes.

There's lot of work to do, but in jail he has lot of time to pray & suffer.

He agreed to serve Buddha & Church for getting out, to serve loyally as well-trained dog.

Which church he will serve, and how often which - will depend on how both sides fight. Under Buddha he won't rape and behave anyway, i think.

i hope this will motivate Holy Catholic Church more than Unholy Satanic Churches.

He will be reality changing dog, still more evil than good.

He will go to hell many times, reincarnating many times, then eventually will go to heaven as well - again not permanently.

Then he will visit Hells and Heavens, we'll see what's after.

i wish him Enlightenment.

'Dog will come out, anyway'.

Spiritual Weapons of Light & Shadow, Spiritual Weapons for Truth.

Years ago, when i started in Buddhist Esoterics, i used mostly White Magick & Light.

i bought TAROT tools:
- Athamé,
- Chalice,
- Wand,
- Silver Pentacle,
- TAROT Card Decks.

i had insight that i should invest my magickal tools - not limited to those listed above - with powers of Light & Shadow, so after white-light start i asked Thelema in Google+ group to invest their power in these tools.

... they liked the article, so i think they did - i think to gain sway over these tools, to draw power from these.

After Years or Months being drowned in Thelema's Darkness, now these ritual tools return to light - i did confess my sin before the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn group as they prepared to battle the Dark Astral Forces of their traitors & black slaver-magicians.

i associate Shadow aspect with efficiency & deadliness, and Light aspect with spiritual purity & purpose of these weapons.

My intent is to purify these tools with spiritual practices & my life, to care for my space - my temple - especially inner temple i try to turn myself into, as well.

i wish to learn from Emerald Tablets how to purify these, as well.

But real and only spiritual weapon is the Mind/Spirit/Soul really, external tools are just symbolics.

i wish these tools to serve the Light mostly, but also a little for Darkness - as i think these would lose it's shadow-edge if turned too much against the darker forces.

i will inform both Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn of this, as well as Thelema - i won't hide the truth from neither and both should have sway over these tools. But i favour the Magi of Light of the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn more, obviously - even that i think Thelema should have occasional sway over power of these items.

Low Magick: Protection against Shadow.

After too much - even if not much still - of a spiritual descent spells, i've decided to do something positive, meaningful & spiritually ascending.

i've to decided to learn a 'Protection from Shadow' Spell, using my M:tGO cards & a Black Obsidian Skrying Mirror as i did with other spells before.





According with Jungian Psychology, Shadow is Inner Dragon, and Dragon is symbol of Fear, or Protection & Magic - depending whether it's befriended or not.

It's paired with 'Cloak of Mists' spell, to increase subtlety and make it harder to detect, steal, manipulate, protect from it or affect it in other way.

i've decided to let others learn it from me, on a sane terms.

Price is agreeing to not abuse this a spell.

One can learn this spell by agreeing for that price, then by reading this article in full - rereading if neccessary, then studying cards involved for a while.

With time this power will mature & awaken, and can be used by thinking 'Protection from Shadow', by deciding how much of one's own magickal energy to use (can be acquired by eating and making a wish to use food's energy as a magickal power source; there are other ways as well to acquire magickal power, not only power duels or eating; eating alone gives only a little usually - unless it has magickal & spiritual meaning as well; skillful choices for getting fairly a lot of power is an apple, or a fish when fasting - but this depends on spirituality, beliefs, et cetera), and by deciding whom to affect (either one being or a group), perhaps adding other details as well.

Enjoy.

This spell is included in 'Shadow Pentacle, Awaken!' verse as well, of one of my spell-poems, since today, as well.

This makes Shadow Pentacle more of a Light, makes it Protect more - including from itself.

It's still more of a descent than uplift, but with time Compassion will awaken more fully - i designed this spell to be self-correcting over long time.

Even that Shadow Pentacle points downward for now, with time it will rotate and point upwards, i think.

Pentacle pointing downward speaks of spiritual descent, Pentacle pointing upward speaks of spiritual ascent.

Word 'Awaken!' works that way - awakens mind qualities - including Compassion, transforms fear & anger into fearlessness, among other aspects.

Awakening Shadow Pentacle for Protection.

Tonight i did feel attacked supernaturally, so i started to develop a Low Magick Attack for Protection.

i've used MtGO Cards creatively, as well as simple invocation spells & my Black Obsidian Skrying Mirror.

i've selected a pair of two MtGO Cards:
- Cloak of Mists,
- Psychic Drain.



'Cloak of Mists' spell is Mind Magick, creatively used it protects mind, obscures thoughts as mist - so magick with it is hard to detect & understand, at least.

'Psychic Drain' spell is Black Magick, creatively used it attacks someone's life force & sanity, but life force can be recovered by eating more. There's also memory loss associated, which - aside from offensive value - also makes it harder to learn / counter - especially with 'Cloak of Mists' subtlety touch.

When used with low power, this combined spell makes someone get fatter from eating & less sane.

When used with high power, it's very dangerous and a lot of troubles.

By the 'Rule of Three', energy sent returns to caster three-fold, however.


i've looked at a reflection of these two cards in my skrying mirror, to initiate learning of this low magick spell.

i've named it 'Cloaked Psi-Drain'.




Then after more of magickal-dharmic practices, i've invoked protection five times, as in pentacle's arms.

It uses 'Cloaked Psi-Drain', so it's Magick Black & Low, but not without Mind's Light - Magick of Light & Darkness, Magick of Shadow Nature. Pentacle is pointed downwards, as this is more of spiritual descent than ascent. While i am not a fan of spiritual descent, everyone has right for self-defence & for protecting others.

Then i've invoked Wisdom three times, of both Magickal & Buddhist Nature, Visualizing it as a triangle within Pentacle's Protection.

Then i've invoked 'Awaken' once, related with Buddhist HUNG Mantra that awakens Mind, and transforms Anger into Fearlessness, placing it in a circle in the Center.

It's a powerful shortcut to Protect with Wisdom, Calmness, Fearlessness, Focus & Black Low Magick, can be invoked with short Phrase: 'Shadow Pentacle, Awaken!'.

Can be invoked quietly, in Mind or Aloud.





See also, if You wish: A Three of the Card 'Games', Low Magick: Protection against Shadow.