Saturday, April 21, 2018

Awareness & ESP.

We do not live in isolation.

i think people have mind contact, even if they are not fully aware.

... had insights that ESP works through subconsciousness, manifesting in form of insights, visions, etc.

i think i followed insights, followed my thoughts & feelings of other beings appearing in my mind, serving them in many ways - from writing a blog article on a request, by buying something in shop, to eating certain dishes, etc ...

i think this led to awareness heightening, to perceiving more beings than before - both more and less advanced in awareness.

Beings that ordered services from me in my mind were defeated - i think they will serve me for a while, then.

... by serving one gains advantage, by a common sense & the spiritual challenge rules.

... my ego lessened, awareness increased.

... had insights that i can introspect better by speaking mantra / spell 'Scan' in mind or aloud while observing a mind's part.

... had insights that this can increase my understanding of parts of my self, a scan into minds of beings i have connection with through subconsciousness is the same as an introspective scan in my own mind.

... had insights that i can 'scan' deeper & deeper - reaching minds of beings, then into minds within whom i scanned before - reaching as deep as i wish. the deeper, the worse karma and more troubles, however.

... had insights that this leads to being able to perceive even distant parts of reality, seeing through eyes, hearing through ears, ... of beings i have connection with. Probably with spell / mantras as: 'clairaudience' or 'clairvoyance', and similar.

... when i scanned a few of people appearing in my mind, a question appeared in my mind: 'Do you wish to help them?'

... i agreed in 3 cases out of 4, agreed to transform their thinking by interacting with their thoughts - with abstract spells / mantras as: 'happy', 'calm', 'beautiful', 'clear' or other, to improve karma of theirs and mine. these spells / mantras affect thoughts, by increasing certain qualities in thinking, setting karma for improvement in motion - so effects increase with time, gently letting others & myself evolve into more perfect thinking, mindset & view, with lasting effects, as well.

... i do not wish to abuse this ability as it would harm my own karma, endanger my love pursuits, as well.

i think self is more than ego, it's both me and beings around me, my friends and unknown beings that i have a mind contact with.

... ego is 'i', self is 'we'.

... ego creates illusion of separation, and when ego is defeated, the barriers in mind break and disappear, awareness reaches further, mental borders between me and others move further away from my ego.

... 'mind knows everything, and allows for everything' - quoting a part of a Buddhist Lecture.

... different people have different awareness reach, borders either far away or close. the fact that i can perceive someone's mind & senses, doesn't mean they can perceive my mind & senses. the stronger ego, the closer borders, the more narrow awareness.

... i read that Buddhas are Omniscient, perhaps that way or more.

... i think Telepathy & ESP can work well with Magick, as well.

... Words, thoughts, movements and visualizations are all vibrations.

By David Griffin's 'The Ritual Magick Manual', vibrations are parts of spellcasting, affect reality as well, afterall.

Blessings, Curses, Transformations.

What is Curse and how it works?

Curse is offensive magick, an abstract attack form.

When not specifying how curse should work, magick flows along 'path of least resistance' - usually attacking someone's most vulnerable points.

Curse can also be specified, one can decide of what to attack, instead of letting curse to 'choose by itself':
- curse of poverty,
- curse of loneliness,
- curse of illness,
- curse of paralysis in combat or in other situations,
- curse of physical and/or mental weakness,
- about anything else.


Protection.




This Silver Pentacle is pointed up, so it's more of spiritual ascent than descent.

Pentacle is the Most Important Symbol of Witchcraft.

Silver Pentacle Protects the Mind the most, not only against curses.


Before You proceed, Protect Yourself, if You need.

Say in mind or aloud words: 'Pentacle's Protection, i do Invoke'.

Pentacle's Protection is a strong blessing, that can protect against initial mistakes, for a while.

... But when someone abuses, it can transform into a curse and enhance bad karma, as well.

Now we can proceed, protection & warning has been given.


Efficiency.

Even slightest curses can escalate, even slightest curses can kill.

From desperation and suicide, to somatic (physical) illness that results in death, to some car accident, etc.

Curses have their ways of ending someone's life.

... but i disadvise killing - especially using Magick, as it's terrible destiny and terrible karma for the killer involved.

Saying 'Hex' is a fairly weak opening, but when someone disregards it and keeps hostile attitude to a witch, it might escalate, more words might appear.

Examples:

'You will burn in the Hell,
For as long, as i tell.'

'You will fight with your man*,
till i tell, You are done.'

* one can replace 'man' with 'wife' here.


Transformations.

Curse can transform into a blessing.

'Burning in Hell, can be the Love, as Your relations with witch improve'.

'Fight with men can be with, not against, it's my will'.


Blessing can transform into a curse, when someone does misuse.

'Love no longer, it's fiery torment'.

'What's together, falls apart, as annoyed witches cast'.


Even the very sinister curses have 'ways out', and 'ways in' - i think.


Links.

See also, if You wish: Power Numbers & Symbolic Meanings.


See also, if You wish: Numerology, Blessings & Curses.

Tuesday, April 17, 2018

Take it off.



- Ke$ha - Take It Off. -








'If You are going through hell, keep going!'

... You'll eventually arrive there.


Saturday, April 7, 2018

Athamé, Black Fang.

A Poem.



en:

... when over a ice-held sky,
... pale star of betrayal' arises well,
... black fang emerges again,
... to open old wounds.

/ is Lucifer a pale star of betrayal? is Lilith a pale star of betrayal? are their union a pale star of betrayal? /


pl:

... gdy nad niebem skutym lodem,
... wstanie blada gwiazda zdrady,
... czarny kieł znów powstanie,
... by otworzyć dawne rany.

/ czy Lucyfer to blada gwiazda zdrady? czy Lilith to blada gwiazda zdrady? czy ich jedność to blada gwiazda zdrady? /


A Black Fang, an Old Fantasy Poem.


Commentary.

This is Spiritual Weapon for Truth, of Light & Shadow.

it wields name of Black Fang, as well.

... a while ago i wished so it has power to open veins at a distance, to draw blood without physically piercing skin - without losing it's Athamé properties.

... with a spell: 'Cut of Athamé'.

... i think it has greatest powers with Mist.

... it has many other powers & uses, both dark & light.

... it's already consecrated tool, my most important of my magickal tools.

... it's not for sale, but perhaps i can prepare similar tools for others for a price.

... these will be meaningful & powerful, fascinating - so consequences of misuse & mistakes are terrible, mostly karmicly & magically.

... Athamé is a knife, the Holy Tool of Mahakala, Buddhist Protector Deity.

... Knife is similar to Cross, either holy or luciferian / reversed / .

... it has spider symbolics, studying spiders' mind is Buddhist practice.

... it has uses in the Wiccan Great Rite, for which i am not ready yet.


--
See also, if You wish: Witches' Tools of the Trade; Athamé.

Athamé of Light & Shadow.

Had insights.

My most important of Magickal Tools is Athamé afterall.

After initial investment in Pentacle's Protection - as is wise to be safe at first - i wish to catch up in Athamé development.

i am not so defensive, i wish for initiative in Spiritual Struggle, but protection is almost as important.

Best Protection is excellent & wise offense, afterall.

Mist is Holy, so Chalice should follow (Air & Water is Mist, Athamé is related with Air. Chalice is Related with Water).

There's immense Power & Wisdom in Mist, i think & feel.

i wish my tools of Light & Shadow to develop in Light faster than in Shadow, to be holier, to be more clear, pure, fascinating & dangerously seductive.

Had insights, fought in mind - against a Satanist Sectarian Priest who raped young boy.

He's wise in Church's Wisdom, both Holy & Satanic, more powerful than me as well.

He's in jail.

But i am not alone, and i use Truth as Spiritual Weapon.

Long story short, we prefer to not kill evil - instead to make them transform karma for better, torturing if needed. They would reincarnate anyway, and be as evil as before or worse, anyway.

So i came to terms with him that i'll help him get out of jail if he transforms his karma, uncurses raped boy and protects kids from rapes.

There's lot of work to do, but in jail he has lot of time to pray & suffer.

He agreed to serve Buddha & Church for getting out, to serve loyally as well-trained dog.

Which church he will serve, and how often which - will depend on how both sides fight. Under Buddha he won't rape and behave anyway, i think.

i hope this will motivate Holy Catholic Church more than Unholy Satanic Churches.

He will be reality changing dog, still more evil than good.

He will go to hell many times, reincarnating many times, then eventually will go to heaven as well - again not permanently.

Then he will visit Hells and Heavens, we'll see what's after.

i wish him Enlightenment.

'Dog will come out, anyway'.

Friday, April 6, 2018

Journal Keeping.

A Quote.

'Every serious student of Magic should begin to keep a journal on a daily basis.

Record any Magical Work, dreams, and visions, as well as the mundane events of everyday life.

Entries involving Magical Work should describe any Rituals performed, the Zodiac location of the Sun and Moon, as well as a brief description of any feelings, intuitions, and observations during and following the Ritual.

There are many important aspects about ourselves and our magical progress discernable only in retrospect and numerous fundamental insights to gain during the process of reflection itself.

If a Magician keeps a detailed journal, he or she eventually begins to discover subtle patterns of relationships underlying apparently random events of daily life.'

-- Quoted from 'The Ritual Magic Manual' book by David Griffin.


Commentary.

since about 6 years i am writing blogs, not only about magick.

i think these effectively can serve as journals, list of my active blogs is available in my DeviantID on DeviantART (under my photo portrait).

https://neo-mahakala-108.deviantart.com/

Wednesday, March 28, 2018

Shiva & Parvati.




Shiva & Parvati.



'Divine Lord bless me with your love,
Divine Lord bless me so that I may lie at your feet,
Thou divine feet emits the glow of eternal joy
Divine Lord be my guide.
Divine Lord forgive my ignorance,
Divine Lord extend your blessings
so that I may bathe in your glorious light.
Divine Lord let me melt into the beauty,

*

Divine Lord thou are father and mother to me,
Like a naughty child please forgive my sins and my failings.
Lead me to your wisdom,
Let me bathe in your purity,
Offer my devotion to you in this
lifetime and others to come.

**

O Lord let me lie at your feet with devotion,
Bless me as your devotee evermore.
oh my Lord thou can heal my aching heart,
oh Lord let me lie at your feet for eternity.'



Credits: Alesia Vrenozi.

Saturday, March 24, 2018

Numerology, Blessings & Curses.

i think every curse can turn into blessing when one's relations with cursing one improves.

i think every blessing can turn into curse when one's relations with blessing one detoriates.

Therefore it's not worth to remove every curse, and one can think of it as a 'hook' by which someone can grasp to elevate or bring down. Slightly cursing can be seen as forming karmic connection, closing relations from a position of advantage.

When a woman ties a love-knot in her hair, it's opening for relations - it's both blessing & a curse.

Women need to feel safe anyway, so they need advantages against their beloved, anyway.

'Every blessing is curse, every curse is blessing'.

... cursing enemies protects friends/lovers etc ... but not only that way curse can be a bless, i think.

Numerologically, numbers hold meaning.

Invoking a number can affect a reality, for example by saying a number 'six'.

Numerologically, six is a hex, a curse.

Eleven is six plus five, hex plus spirit.


Numerologically bless can be transformed to curse in a single step: 5 -> 6.
Numerologically curse can be transformed to bless in two steps: 6 -> 11 -> 5.

See also, if You wish: Power Numbers & Symbolic Meanings.


A very potent curse however is spelled as follows: 'Three times Seven, times Eleven', or '231'. This curse/blessing brings forth: power, happiness/luck with a greater curse/blessing. In case of someone being in a bad standing with caster, it hexes luck/happiness using power; When someone is in good standing with caster, it blessess luck/happiness with power.

... '3+7+11' is 21, is '7+7+7', can be interpreted as 'thrice luck, thrice happiness', 'luck & happiness with power', as well, however.

But let's remember - gentlest, subtlest & smallest openings have greatest results in the long run.

Let's not underestimate meaning of someone saying 'six' in our presence.


See also, if You wish: Blessings, Curses, Transformations.


P.S. My lucky numbers are: 2, 7, 14. Pair is whole, holy, couple. 7 is lucky number in itself. 14 is pair of sevens, a happy couple of two happy beings.

P.S.S. i wish to study Mathematics & Numerology more seriously in future. i call this 'Nuomenal Numerology'.

Tuesday, March 20, 2018

Spiritual Weapons of Light & Shadow, Spiritual Weapons for Truth.

Years ago, when i started in Buddhist Esoterics, i used mostly White Magick & Light.

i bought TAROT tools:
- Athamé,
- Chalice,
- Wand,
- Silver Pentacle,
- TAROT Card Decks.

i had insight that i should invest my magickal tools - not limited to those listed above - with powers of Light & Shadow, so after white-light start i asked Thelema in Google+ group to invest their power in these tools.

... they liked the article, so i think they did - i think to gain sway over these tools, to draw power from these.

After Years or Months being drowned in Thelema's Darkness, now these ritual tools return to light - i did confess my sin before the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn group as they prepared to battle the Dark Astral Forces of their traitors & black slaver-magicians.

i associate Shadow aspect with efficiency & deadliness, and Light aspect with spiritual purity & purpose of these weapons.

My intent is to purify these tools with spiritual practices & my life, to care for my space - my temple - especially inner temple i try to turn myself into, as well.

i wish to learn from Emerald Tablets how to purify these, as well.

But real and only spiritual weapon is the Mind/Spirit/Soul really, external tools are just symbolics.

i wish these tools to serve the Light mostly, but also a little for Darkness - as i think these would lose it's shadow-edge if turned too much against the darker forces.

i will inform both Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn of this, as well as Thelema - i won't hide the truth from neither and both should have sway over these tools. But i favour the Magi of Light of the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn more, obviously - even that i think Thelema should have occasional sway over power of these items.

Saturday, February 24, 2018

Spring Holidays.

Started to wish to celebrate the Spring Holidays since this year, both Buddhist as well as Wiccan.

i wish to start Celebrating Beltaine & Vesak, modestly this year, then to improve in following years.

During this year's Vesak i wish to offer Candle Light & Flowers to all Buddhas, as well as to listen & speak Mantras: Loving Eyes Mantras & Manjushri's Mantras.

During this year's Beltaine i wish to offer Prayers: Prayer to Cernunnos, Prayer to the Earth Mother, Prayer to Honor the May Queen, Prayer to the Gods of the Forest. i wish this to evolve into the Wiccan Great Rite participation as soon as possible, in following years.

After i meet again with Buddhist woman i Love, i'll try to offer celebrations together, if she agrees. important parts of these celebrations - from my perspective - would be: Light, Moon, Earthmother, Spiritual Ascent, the Four Elements, Love, Family, Abundance & Protection. Her needs & wishes are also very important for me, of course.

... i had a dreams of visiting a forest lake during the may-time with her, of performing the spiritual celebrations under a moonlight, by lake, with bonfire, on life-giving, green-grass earth, in presence of the four elements, with wine & food, with Wicca & Buddhism. these dreams perhaps will change as i do research & practices, as more factors appear, as future unfolds.

... i hope the Spring celebrations will bless our Love with Youth's Blessing & Light.

i do not wish to mix practices, i wish to Celebrate Vesak on the Vesak Day, i wish to Celebrate Beltaine on the Beltaine Day.

... i wish to include willing friends, from Sangha & otherwise, in the Celebrations & Blessings, as well - without saying their names, nonpersonally - unless they specifically ask on external level. That way unwilling won't be blessed against their will.




-=- An image found in the Internet. -=-

Thursday, February 8, 2018

Low Magick / Dharma: 'Shattered Perception'.

Introduction.

Shattered Perception is related with the Buddhist idea of Changing Reality through Purifying Perception.

.. What's detrimential can be shattered, then remaining 'dust' can be formed anew.

If we consider spiritual way as travelling, 'dust' accumulated can be seen as experiences, wisdom, one's own & shared-by-many-beings karma.

In Buddhism, Consciousness itself, Mind itself is aware, perceives, experiences what's in the Store Consciousness of accumulated karma - as in the interactive film.

In the 'Matrix' film, the main character: 'neo' could change Reality with mind & perceptions as well.


How it can be a beneficial way?

We are used to our karma, our perceptions of the world.

Even if true Reality differs from how we perceive it, most of us are lazy, prefer to dream in own delusions.

Shattering Perception is like waving a hand in front of someone's eyes, to stimulate awakening, to shock & make perceive things different way.

Karma aggregates often hinder, by shattering these into finer pieces, we can help someone go past these obstacles, to encourage beings to live happier, more beneficial & not so detached from Reality lives.


How to Shatter Perceptions?

One has to understand someone's karma first, then select & analyze it's pieces as a target for shattering.

Then wisdom is considered, arguments are chosen that prove invalidity of that part of someone's view.

Then these arguments are used, either in form of a gentle discussion or sometimes in form of 'miracles'.

Caution has to be considered, we do not wish beings go insane or scared too much when faced with 'miracles'.




-=- 'Shattered Perception' M:tGO spell-card. -=-


... i've skryed on spells from M:tGO cards already before, as well.

Saturday, February 3, 2018

Stealing Djinni from Dragon Mages of Babylon.

During a Buddhist Lecture with Lama Ole Nydahl, i had insights.

Thoughts appeared in mind telling me that it is Lama's wish that i study Mathematics on Warsaw University, and that i study Dragon Magick of Babylon, to counter that threat.

Dragon is symbol of Fear according with Jungian Psychology, but i think it's also a symbol of Protection & Magick when tamed, befriended.

Dragon Magick of Babylon, is, however - Terrorist Magick, still, associated with Babylon & Ancient Mesopotamia / in modern days roughly corresponding to most of Iraq plus Kuwait, Islamic Nations. /

Since a while i had insights that i should steal Djinni & related infernal demons or spirits of Islamic belief system, for Buddhism's use, to turn these powerful spirits against our enemies. Under our control they will be much more beneficial.

Steps toward this i've used so far was acquiring control over such monstrosities in computer games, that i play because of spiritual motivation, artful & family reasons anyway.

See, if You wish: The Power of One Hundred Elementals.


 

-=- ... click images to enlarge, if You wish. -=-


These spells & creatures cost me money & effort, i am not sure still how i'll play this in future - perhaps i'll skry & complement with other magick and / or dharma practices.

i've skryed on spells from M:tGO cards already before, as well.