Lucid Dream.

... just had a Lucid Dream, first in this life, perhaps.

http://swiadomesnienie.pl/

during dream, i dressed myself, flied a little in my dream ... reality was strange. then i woke up at my wish.

... although during sleep there was a mention that it happened also at youth, i don't remember if it's true ... probably it's false.


a little later, i've got insight: 'Dream Gateway passed'.


see also, if You wish or need, ... : http://producingbuddhism.blogspot.com/2015/10/lucid-dream.html.

Dispersion.

had insights & transmission about a mental practice of dispersing harmful energies, influences, spell(s), curses & other magic, spiritual practices.

thoughts appeared in mind, i did follow & type.

perhaps this is useful, at least on affirmation level, depending on one's karma.

feel free to use or not, at Your own risk.


(it is not neccessary to understand everything, as state's definition for example, but this helps ... one can think of state in this context as of information about energy ... shape & state is a form, shape in itself is a form as well).


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Preparation Stage.

(can be shortened or made longer & more detailed as You progress with a Practice).


we focus on breath, on air & oxygen as it comes in & out of our stomach.

we understand that breath is a bridge between conscious & subconscious.

we understand that breath join what's in & outside.

we understand that breath is a bridge for a Mind's observation.

we observe our Mind & world outside, as reflected in a Mind's Mirror.

we focus on thoughts & feelings, on energies in our body & outside.

we notice harmful energies as oily substance in space.



Build-up Phase.


we notice shape & state of harmful energies we wish to Disperse, it is analyzed.

we notice space, us & energies to be dispersed,

we may speak practice's name: 'Dispersion' as we notice, in Mind or aloud,

we send energies from within us into the oily substance, by visualizing (imagining) this,

our energy surrounds, contains, fills it completely even if it moves.



Completion Phase.


our energy makes oily substance transform & disperse, dissipate, be dispelled, fade away, disappear ...

we may take another a deeper breath & release stress knowing it will not harm us anymore.


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this practice can be done in sitting or standing position.

TAROT card Ace of Cups can be used to enhance future-perception aspect of this practice ... should help in foretelling how harmful energy moves, to fill it completely even if/as it moves. Cups Hold liquid, which can be used as a mirror for Scrying. Ace is a Trump card, gives no space for weakness in this regard.

how to use TAROT card(s) during this practice?

if sitting, place it/them in front of You, or in direction(s) / places associated with symbolic meanings.

if standing keep them in wallet or in a smartphone's cover. do not destroy card in the process, it's precious. smartphone is associated with communication & information flow, it has uses in a future telling process & this practice.


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... sitting with Ace of Cups in front of me,
... in a messy apartment of mine.
... in preparation for a 'Dispersion' practice ...

(click on image for more details).


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'Dispersion' is in a Polish Language: 'Rozproszenie'.

'Dispersion' practice is inspired with a part of 'Meditation on Breath', a Small Way Buddhist Meditation,

... so there's connection in that direction at least.

The Sage Card.

The Sage hold the Lantern, it's used to return world to 'prime state', to better the world, to heal the world, to defeat Shadows (inner fears) of the Past, Now & Future.

Each of being brings something to the world, without them this would not exist.

Transforming inconsistences, in and outside us, the light becomes stronger.

It's not escape nor innocence that bring us Sage's Power, it's fulfilling one's tasks, solving our issues ... without hiding anything 'under carpet', that does so.

-- Quoted & Translated from the book 'TAROT dla początkujących' by Evelin Bürger, Johannes Fiebig.

see also, if You wish: The Hermit (Tarot card).

TAROT as a Mirror.

i read in a book that TAROT can be seen as a Mirror.

it's symbols live in us & are connected with each other.

during lives we go through phases described in TAROT, we can approach each of these as a lesson.

i've noticed TAROT's symbols & their combinations in outside world as well.

mere act of casting TAROT cards on table can be experienced in Buddhist way i think ... how we experience it matters more than which card we draw.

we do not want to get upset, lose minds' clarity & interpret things wrong way as we draw as sinister card as Tower, Death or Devil for example.

during a TAROT cast, Mind can be observed as well.

see also, if You wish or need, ... : Mind's Mirror.

The Jester Card.

It's 'all or nothing' card:
- Zero is nothing, but also a center point of a coordinate system,
- 'Pan' in Greek means 'everything'.

This card signifies courage with regard to one's own way, even if stakes are very low or very high, when we act without assecuration, or despite Pan-ic.

'The Jester' represents state where one is happy despite lack of desires.

Perhaps fulfilling wishes & removing fears is the task of the day.

-- Quoted & Translated from the book 'TAROT dla początkujących' by Evelin Bürger, Johannes Fiebig.

see also, if You wish: The Fool (Tarot card).

The Moon Card.

'The Moon points at collective unconsciousness, "oceaninc feelings". it invokes hidden emotions as Cancer, ancient feelings & instincts as Scarab, Sun from the deep water (in Crowley's Tarot). Challenge is to not identify with, & to not be absorbed in these feelings too much. This card brings courage as well.'

-- Quoted & Translated from the book 'TAROT dla początkujących' by Evelin Bürger, Johannes Fiebig.

see also, if You wish: The Moon (Tarot card).

How i got Introduced into Magickal Way ?

i was introduced into 'Magickal Way' by 'Małgorzata Męczyńska', a Professional Artist with Beautiful Arts Academy Education as well.

... more than 10 years ago, i think ... before i started to play 'Narfell' Computer Game's World.

i met two people who were 'True Mages', according to them & her.

i met another person 'Grey Cloak', who advised me against Magic(k), he did well, perhaps ...

i bought 'Tarot Cards' for first time, read Aleister Crowley's books, if i remember well.

there was more, with 'Lukas' & 'Traszka', Psychology & Islam related & more of their colleagues still ... including 'Smoku', a student or graduate of Esoteric School, more or less.

then i played Narfell Computer Game World & met Nerialka, she mentioned she uses Tarot as well.

at Narfell, i've played a role of Attentus, a Sorcerer, known in that world well, i think ...

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earlier or later 'Hanna Łubek' with her former boyfriend sold me 'Ars Magica' roleplaying game.

'Hanna Łubek' also introduced me to Buddhism, the Diamond Way.

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there are plenty of other people, other influences as well.

Awakening.

in Buddhism it's either state of 'Satori' or 'Bodhi' or perhaps another Way(s) ...

these mean 'Awakening from Confusion', 'Awakening from feelings & thoughts that Cloud the Mind', 'Understanding' , 'Comprehension',

'Awakening from Delusions of this or that type ...',

in 'Mage: the Ascension' it's something i fail to understand fully, for now at least.

Insane Procedures of Internet Services & Shops.

there are plenty, https://www.kurtmedia.pl/ is one of them.

after months of not sending phone after being paid,

not caring for financial incomes with holding (locking) the money at their account,

are they trying to scare or drive customers mad by making them to run around searching a valid
Bank-Account-Window?

what to do?

- consult psychology ?
- go to Organization that Protects Customers & Competition ?
- go to Law Court ?
- start to prepare Hacking Tools ? for protecting my love, me, my friends, my allies, ...
- consider developing a 'Trade Union', something alike 'Labor Union' as i've planned before ?
- ...

this is also mentioned at: 'IT Security' in 'Real ...' ...

Tarot Cards, Witches, Seers.

- can 'wise women' tell You truth, tell future ?
- if they wish or need. depends on how You treat them as well.

- can they help or support ?
- if they wish or need. depends on how You treat them as well.

- do they have informations at least ?
- they can trade informations as well, not only with hackers.

- why buy Tarot cards, if they have them anyway ?
- perhaps it's also a sign of respect ... perhaps different procedure, different talk depending on a Deck of Tarot Cards You show or not & how ...

Magic, Magick, Why ?

i think it's strange, hard to understand methodology for enforcing changes in reality.

plans are hard to understand by enemies, competition won't react efficiently if they won't perceive moves properly.

there are 'allied forces' that join & support many ways, as one develops in Magickal Arts, part of Magickal Way is using them efficiently.

there are 'enemy forces' to be outsmarted, before they kill or harm, or step in the way.

there are 'forces of paradox', 'reality resisting changes - often in an unaware, but still significiant way'.

subtler reality changes cause less of resistance, this is mentioned in 'Mage: The Ascension', a book.

there's lot more about that methodology in Arts, the 'subtler art', the better.

'Magic' differs from 'Magick' by 'k', perhaps it's just a 'kinetic' aspect of the way - kicks, bullets, male unsubtleties perhaps ... perhaps they still hide subtler truth somehow.

'stage magicians' often cover small meaningful moves with Larger, Drawing Attention of audience to them.

'Aspect' is 'side, part of'.

using Magic or Magick to achieve something is often associated with extra expenses, extra planning, extra tricks.

but these costs are often well worth, as competition can't react properly if we succeed in outsmarting them - this cuts the more significiant costs of fighting opposition directly, in an open way.

Stats.

Blog's Stats.


if one can believe in stats, there are current ones ...

i do not know how to read these stats ... perhaps it's a form of a spread, instead of precise numbers.

or data changes, is updated, as people fight for truth(s).