Ouroboros, One Eyed Snake.

My ouroboros lost one of it's ruby eyes as i wore it.

... now It's 'One Eyed Snake', a manhood in the Beautiful Art's Speech.

By Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn's symbolics it's 'Guardian of Eternity - No Beginning, and No End', as it devours it's own tail.

i think it's a nice tool of masculine Mahakala, Buddhist Guardian, Protecting Energy & Wrathful Deity.

Being Masculine it's associated with the Elements of Fire / masculine feelings / and Air / masculine thoughts /.

... it's associated with the 'Wind & Fire of Liberating Wisdom', as well.

... it's a Timeless Guardian of Liberating Wisdom.

... a male buddhist witch's tool, still worn on my left wrist.

... left hand is subtler, gentler, weaker than right hand - therefore better suited for 'Art of Magick & Light'.

... 'The Subtler Art, the Better'.




-=- ... this image is not a proof, but i have no desire to prove. ;) -=-

-=- believe or not, we do not require belief. -=-

Awareness & ESP.

We do not live in isolation.

i think people have mind contact, even if they are not fully aware.

... had insights that ESP works through subconsciousness, manifesting in form of insights, visions, etc.

i think i followed insights, followed my thoughts & feelings of other beings appearing in my mind, serving them in many ways - from writing a blog article on a request, by buying something in shop, to eating certain dishes, etc ...

i think this led to awareness heightening, to perceiving more beings than before - both more and less advanced in awareness.

Beings that ordered services from me in my mind were defeated - i think they will serve me for a while, then.

... by serving one gains advantage, by a common sense & the spiritual challenge rules.

... my ego lessened, awareness increased.

... had insights that i can introspect better by speaking mantra / spell 'Scan' in mind or aloud while observing a mind's part.

... had insights that this can increase my understanding of parts of my self, a scan into minds of beings i have connection with through subconsciousness is the same as an introspective scan in my own mind.

... had insights that i can 'scan' deeper & deeper - reaching minds of beings, then into minds within whom i scanned before - reaching as deep as i wish. the deeper, the worse karma and more troubles, however.

... had insights that this leads to being able to perceive even distant parts of reality, seeing through eyes, hearing through ears, ... of beings i have connection with. Probably with spell / mantras as: 'clairaudience' or 'clairvoyance', and similar.

... when i scanned a few of people appearing in my mind, a question appeared in my mind: 'Do you wish to help them?'

... i agreed in 3 cases out of 4, agreed to transform their thinking by interacting with their thoughts - with abstract spells / mantras as: 'happy', 'calm', 'beautiful', 'clear' or other, to improve karma of theirs and mine. these spells / mantras affect thoughts, by increasing certain qualities in thinking, setting karma for improvement in motion - so effects increase with time, gently letting others & myself evolve into more perfect thinking, mindset & view, with lasting effects, as well.

... i do not wish to abuse this ability as it would harm my own karma, endanger my love pursuits, as well.

i think self is more than ego, it's both me and beings around me, my friends and unknown beings that i have a mind contact with.

... ego is 'i', self is 'we'.

... ego creates illusion of separation, and when ego is defeated, the barriers in mind break and disappear, awareness reaches further, mental borders between me and others move further away from my ego.

... 'mind knows everything, and allows for everything' - quoting a part of a Buddhist Lecture.

... different people have different awareness reach, borders either far away or close. the fact that i can perceive someone's mind & senses, doesn't mean they can perceive my mind & senses. the stronger ego, the closer borders, the more narrow awareness.

... i read that Buddhas are Omniscient, perhaps that way or more.

... i think Telepathy & ESP can work well with Magick, as well.

... Words, thoughts, movements and visualizations are all vibrations.

By David Griffin's 'The Ritual Magick Manual', vibrations are parts of spellcasting, affect reality as well, afterall.

Blessings, Curses, Transformations.

What is Curse and how it works?

Curse is offensive magick, an abstract attack form.

When not specifying how curse should work, magick flows along 'path of least resistance' - usually attacking someone's most vulnerable points.

Curse can also be specified, one can decide of what to attack, instead of letting curse to 'choose by itself':
- curse of poverty,
- curse of loneliness,
- curse of illness,
- curse of paralysis in combat or in other situations,
- curse of physical and/or mental weakness,
- about anything else.


Protection.




This Silver Pentacle is pointed up, so it's more of spiritual ascent than descent.

Pentacle is the Most Important Symbol of Witchcraft.

Silver Pentacle Protects the Mind the most, not only against curses.

Before You proceed, Protect Yourself, if You need.

Say in mind or aloud words: 'Pentacle's Protection, i do Invoke'.

Pentacle's Protection is a strong blessing, that can protect against initial mistakes, for a while.

... But when someone abuses, it can transform into a curse and enhance bad karma, as well.

Now we can proceed, protection & warning has been given.


Efficiency.

Even slightest curses can escalate, even slightest curses can kill.

From desperation and suicide, to somatic (physical) illness that results in death, to some car accident, etc.

Curses have their ways of ending someone's life.

... but i disadvise killing - especially using Magick, as it's terrible destiny and terrible karma for the killer involved.

Saying 'Hex' is a fairly weak opening, but when someone disregards it and keeps hostile attitude to a witch, it might escalate, more words might appear.

Examples:

'You will burn in the Hell,
For as long, as i tell.'

'You will fight with your man^*,
till i tell, You are done.'

^* one can replace 'man' with 'wife' here.


Transformations.

Curse can transform into a blessing.

'Burning in Hell, can be the Love, as Your relations with witch improve'.

'Fight with men can be with, not against, it's my will'.


Blessing can transform into a curse, when someone does misuse.

'Love no longer, it's fiery torment'.

'What's together, falls apart, as annoyed witches cast'.


Even the very sinister curses have 'ways out', and 'ways in' - i think.


Links.

See also, if You wish: Power Numbers & Symbolic Meanings.


See also, if You wish: Numerology, Blessings & Curses.

Take it off.

- Ke$ha - Take It Off. -








'If You are going through hell, keep going!'

... You'll eventually arrive there.

Athamé, Black Fang.

A Poem.



en:

... when over a ice-held sky,
... pale star of betrayal' arises well,
... black fang emerges again,
... to open old wounds.

/ is Lucifer a pale star of betrayal? is Lilith a pale star of betrayal? are their union a pale star of betrayal? /


pl:

... gdy nad niebem skutym lodem,
... wstanie blada gwiazda zdrady,
... czarny kieł znów powstanie,
... by otworzyć dawne rany.

/ czy Lucyfer to blada gwiazda zdrady? czy Lilith to blada gwiazda zdrady? czy ich jedność to blada gwiazda zdrady? /


A Black Fang, an Old Fantasy Poem.


Commentary.

This is Spiritual Weapon for Truth, of Light & Shadow.

it wields name of Black Fang, as well.

... a while ago i wished so it has power to open veins at a distance, to draw blood without physically piercing skin - without losing it's Athamé properties.

... with a spell: 'Cut of Athamé'.

... i think it has greatest powers with Mist.

... it has many other powers & uses, both dark & light.

... it's already consecrated tool, my most important of my magickal tools.

... it's not for sale, but perhaps i can prepare similar tools for others for a price.

... these will be meaningful & powerful, fascinating - so consequences of misuse & mistakes are terrible, mostly karmicly & magically.

... Athamé is a knife, the Holy Tool of Mahakala, Buddhist Protector Deity.

... Knife is similar to Cross, either holy or luciferian / reversed / .

... it has spider symbolics, studying spiders' mind is Buddhist practice.

... it has uses in the Wiccan Great Rite, for which i am not ready yet.


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See also, if You wish: Witches' Tools of the Trade; Athamé.

Athamé of Light & Shadow.

Had insights.

My most important of Magickal Tools is Athamé afterall.

After initial investment in Pentacle's Protection - as is wise to be safe at first - i wish to catch up in Athamé development.

i am not so defensive, i wish for initiative in Spiritual Struggle, but protection is almost as important.

Best Protection is excellent & wise offense, afterall.

Mist is Holy, so Chalice should follow (Air & Water is Mist, Athamé is related with Air. Chalice is Related with Water).

There's immense Power & Wisdom in Mist, i think & feel.

i wish my tools of Light & Shadow to develop in Light faster than in Shadow, to be holier, to be more clear, pure, fascinating & dangerously seductive.

Had insights, fought in mind - against a Satanist Sectarian Priest who raped young boy.

He's wise in Church's Wisdom, both Holy & Satanic, more powerful than me as well.

He's in jail.

But i am not alone, and i use Truth as Spiritual Weapon.

Long story short, we prefer to not kill evil - instead to make them transform karma for better, torturing if needed. They would reincarnate anyway, and be as evil as before or worse, anyway.

So i came to terms with him that i'll help him get out of jail if he transforms his karma, uncurses raped boy and protects kids from rapes.

There's lot of work to do, but in jail he has lot of time to pray & suffer.

He agreed to serve Buddha & Church for getting out, to serve loyally as well-trained dog.

Which church he will serve, and how often which - will depend on how both sides fight. Under Buddha he won't rape and behave anyway, i think.

i hope this will motivate Holy Catholic Church more than Unholy Satanic Churches.

He will be reality changing dog, still more evil than good.

He will go to hell many times, reincarnating many times, then eventually will go to heaven as well - again not permanently.

Then he will visit Hells and Heavens, we'll see what's after.

i wish him Enlightenment.

'Dog will come out, anyway'.

Journal Keeping.

A Quote.

'Every serious student of Magic should begin to keep a journal on a daily basis.

Record any Magical Work, dreams, and visions, as well as the mundane events of everyday life.

Entries involving Magical Work should describe any Rituals performed, the Zodiac location of the Sun and Moon, as well as a brief description of any feelings, intuitions, and observations during and following the Ritual.

There are many important aspects about ourselves and our magical progress discernable only in retrospect and numerous fundamental insights to gain during the process of reflection itself.

If a Magician keeps a detailed journal, he or she eventually begins to discover subtle patterns of relationships underlying apparently random events of daily life.'

-- Quoted from 'The Ritual Magic Manual' book by David Griffin.


Commentary.

since about 6 years i am writing blogs, not only about magick.

i think these effectively can serve as journals, list of my active blogs is available in my DeviantID on DeviantART (under my photo portrait).

https://neo-mahakala-108.deviantart.com/