... when in past i've bargained with them for a favour, for a weekend of sanity so i could attend a mental health assistant course without hindrance, this didn't fail me.
Sooner or later my internship will come, i'll need much of my sanity & favourable conditions to not fail.
i decided to play a magickal, low-magickal game of light & darkness, of shadow & mind for my sanity.
i decided to skry for low magick using M:tGO cards & a black obsidian skrying mirror, as i did in past, and to use other magickal tools as well.
i think witches like games, and i do not wish to be too much of burden for them - so i added costs & some limits.
i've used Circle of Protection: Shadow to protect me from mental ilness symptoms, as shadow according with Jungian Psychology is symbol of Inner Dragon, and Dragon is symbol of Fear. i think most troublesome mental ilness symptoms are associated with fear of unknown, with fear of change anyway.
Circle needs magickal mana energy to be cast, and more of mana energy to use.
i've decided to set up following rules:
- Casting a Protecting Circle takes two weeks / one week per M:tGO game turn / - there should be a short Rite with Athamé as well - i'll donate a small amount of money to the Temple of Witchcraft in Salem, as well,
- Each use of the Circle should protect for one day, and when whole week passess energy is renewed / i am using 3 lands, so it's 3 days of protection /,
- There are mana reserves as well, in form of Black Lotus & Dark Rituals - when i need to use these reserves i'll perform a Rite, each time,
- Black Lotus is something powerful on it's own, most of the cost is already paid - i'll just invoke it's power & light a Protection Candle for a while,
- Dark Rituals grant extra power, but it's black magick - i've decided that i'll call for power from Lucifer - with a Rite, using Athamé pointed downwards, offering him a portion of my income in return - once i can afford i'll buy Black Magick Incense & burn it for Lucifer, as an offering; If neccessary, i'll donate to the Temple of Witchcraft, located in Salem, as well,
- Once mana energy reserves are used up, i'll have to rely on land-mana, until i'll recast the Circle, waiting & paying the costs again.
... had insight that i should Protect Sanity of others in this or similar way as well, in future, when i am ready. i've agreed to that in mind.
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