Do i wish for Immortality?
Certainly not, i prefer to Reincarnate.
Since a few days ago i got dreams & insights about Buddhist & Esoteric Lessons, Religious Lessons, Forbidden to Most - even to many of Most Loyal of Buddhists from our Sangha.
it's not easy to gain such lessons, insights told me, especially when someone is insane - but it seems i passed all of the extremely difficult & dangerous inner tests, including risking life & going to psychiatric hospital - at least for now. These lessons & tests appeared my mind only, so perhaps it's only delusion, not truth. But perhaps it's more.
These Lessons are, among other, about creating / destroying / appeasing false gods - extremely dangerous practice, used by dangerous, fanatical & secluded Sects.
i am Anti-Sectarian, i wish to not abuse these lessons, at all.
i need these lessons to counter dangerous sects & dangerous secluded cults, that's all. One has to understand enemy to form strategy, afterall.
i think worst threats of false gods are kept in secret for very long, so they cannot be countered.
it's not only great power to 'breed gods hidden', church & other religions also have secret & forbidden lessons to counter such threats.
i revealed this quickly, as a sign of good will and attempt to teach, not only church.
i wish for wisdom to not fail, either at wisdom or ethics, i wish to not cause harm.
it's not against YHVH, my attempts will challenge gods to make them wiser, to improve, to transform karma for better.
i think gods & their followers - especially followers of YHVH & Jesus need wisdom far more that other religions & their gods - far more than Vishnu or Shiva in Hinduism.
M:tGO spell of 'Elixir of Immortality' is not infailible, can be outtricked or countered - but otherwise is potentially functional.
Immortality, even conditioned is also an attribute of godhood, i think.
In Reality everything is conditioned, interdependent, Empty in Nature - even Buddhism itself appears & fades as time progress, reincarnating in many worlds & times.
Only Enlightenment is Lasting.
When i played Attentus, 'Mage-icon of Narfell', he used 'Elixir of Longevity' that failed him, so he died of old age, aging quickly to death in few of days, to the very dust.
Chea Allin, another Narfell's roleplaying character & Attentus' Student, also uses 'Elixir of Longevity'.
So there's another link between M:tGO, Chea Allin & Attentus in my possession. i bought 4 elixirs of longevity, for use in Esoterics - but not to gain immortality for myself, for creating links between games i play for Art purposes, and as tools for these Forbidden Religious Lessons.
This spell has uses in Esoterics, Spirituality & Magick-duels, as it can prolog matches indifinitely. Yet it can be outtricked, countered by many - but there are ways to reuse it, cast it even from graveyard. It's still not a sure way for success.
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