The Mysteries of the Forest.

... i feel mistreated by Buddhism & Martial Arts - by most, but not all.

... i think that friends allow one to develop, realize potential.

... i suspect that 'buddhist & martial arts friends' deny me development in physical aspects of Martial Arts - therefore they are not friends, even if they are buddhists, even if they are Martial Artists.

... i've started to hate parts of Martial Arts, and started to hate parts of Buddhism, not only Zen.


Cradle of Zen Buddhism and all of Martial Arts is Shaolin Temple in Henan Province, China - followers of Bodhidharma's lessons.

'Shaolin' means 'Young Forest'.

Forests, Woods and Trees can be compared with Disturbing Emotions, i read - if i remember and understand correctly.


Buddhism is Ancient, existed far before Buddha Shakyamuni appearance in India, before He reached Enlightenment, i think.

Shaolin has many-centuries of tradition, and names also hold the power.

... i suspect that their Combat, Spirituality and Forest-Survival methods are the strongest in the World.


... i've started to learn the Forest Witchcraft to Counter the Shaolin, because of my hatred, because i feel denied Martial Arts Physical Development, because i feel denied Tantojutsu & Tantodo lessons of the knife combat.





... i've also played with a computer game and it's ideas ... game is named 'Cultist Simulator', and included ideas of the 'Career, Work Abuses, Advancement, Work on Reasonable or Unreasonable Terms, Funds', 'Dark Forest', 'Mirror of Glory', 'Cult & Recruitment', 'Erudition', 'Vivid Imagination', 'Lure of Power', 'Meditations, Sensuality & Enlightenment', 'Reading Sentimental Books, Reading Newspapers', 'Exploration', 'Crimes, Notoriety, Detectives & Jail', 'Framing Partners into Jail', 'Auctions & Treasures: both Acquisition and Sale', 'Books', 'Mysteries', 'Art', 'Reason', 'Passion', 'Sane or Insane Victory', 'Dread', 'Depression', 'Health & Sicknesses', 'Oriflamme', etc ...