Shiva & Parvati.

Shiva & Parvati.


'Divine Lord bless me with your love,
Divine Lord bless me so that I may lie at your feet,
Thou divine feet emits the glow of eternal joy
Divine Lord be my guide.
Divine Lord forgive my ignorance,
Divine Lord extend your blessings
so that I may bathe in your glorious light.
Divine Lord let me melt into the beauty,

*

Divine Lord thou are father and mother to me,
Like a naughty child please forgive my sins and my failings.
Lead me to your wisdom,
Let me bathe in your purity,
Offer my devotion to you in this
lifetime and others to come.

**

O Lord let me lie at your feet with devotion,
Bless me as your devotee evermore.
oh my Lord thou can heal my aching heart,
oh Lord let me lie at your feet for eternity.'


Credits: Alesia Vrenozi.

Numerology, Blessings & Curses.

i think every curse can turn into blessing when one's relations with cursing one improves.

i think every blessing can turn into curse when one's relations with blessing one detoriates.

Therefore it's not worth to remove every curse, and one can think of it as a 'hook' by which someone can grasp to elevate or bring down. Slightly cursing can be seen as forming karmic connection, closing relations from a position of advantage.

When a woman ties a love-knot in her hair, it's opening for relations - it's both blessing & a curse.

Women need to feel safe anyway, so they need advantages against their beloved, anyway.

'Every blessing is curse, every curse is blessing'.

... cursing enemies protects friends/lovers etc ... but not only that way curse can be a bless, i think.

Numerologically, numbers hold meaning.

Invoking a number can affect a reality, for example by saying a number 'six'.

Numerologically, six is a hex, a curse.

Eleven is six plus five, hex plus spirit.


Numerologically bless can be transformed to curse in a single step: 5 -> 6.
Numerologically curse can be transformed to bless in two steps: 6 -> 11 -> 5.

See also, if You wish: Power Numbers & Symbolic Meanings.


A very potent curse however is spelled as follows: 'Three times Seven, times Eleven', or '231'. This curse/blessing brings forth: power, happiness/luck with a greater curse/blessing. In case of someone being in a bad standing with caster, it hexes luck/happiness using power; When someone is in good standing with caster, it blessess luck/happiness with power.

... '3+7+11' is 21, is '7+7+7', can be interpreted as 'thrice luck, thrice happiness', 'luck & happiness with power', as well, however.

But let's remember - gentlest, subtlest & smallest openings have greatest results in the long run.

Let's not underestimate meaning of someone saying 'six' in our presence.


See also, if You wish: Blessings, Curses, Transformations.


P.S. My lucky numbers are: 2, 7, 14. Pair is whole, holy, couple. 7 is lucky number in itself. 14 is pair of sevens, a happy couple of two happy beings.

P.S.S. i wish to study Mathematics & Numerology more seriously in future. i call this 'Nuomenal Numerology'.

Spiritual Weapons of Light & Shadow, Spiritual Weapons for Truth.

Years ago, when i started in Buddhist Esoterics, i used mostly White Magick & Light.

i bought TAROT tools:
- Athamé,
- Chalice,
- Wand,
- Silver Pentacle,
- TAROT Card Decks.

i had insight that i should invest my magickal tools - not limited to those listed above - with powers of Light & Shadow, so after white-light start i asked Thelema in Google+ group to invest their power in these tools.

... they liked the article, so i think they did - i think to gain sway over these tools, to draw power from these.

After Years or Months being drowned in Thelema's Darkness, now these ritual tools return to light - i did confess my sin before the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn group as they prepared to battle the Dark Astral Forces of their traitors & black slaver-magicians.

i associate Shadow aspect with efficiency & deadliness, and Light aspect with spiritual purity & purpose of these weapons.

My intent is to purify these tools with spiritual practices & my life, to care for my space - my temple - especially inner temple i try to turn myself into, as well.

i wish to learn from Emerald Tablets how to purify these, as well.

But real and only spiritual weapon is the Mind/Spirit/Soul really, external tools are just symbolics.

i wish these tools to serve the Light mostly, but also a little for Darkness - as i think these would lose it's shadow-edge if turned too much against the darker forces.

i will inform both Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn of this, as well as Thelema - i won't hide the truth from neither and both should have sway over these tools. But i favour the Magi of Light of the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn more, obviously - even that i think Thelema should have occasional sway over power of these items.