Five of Pentacles.

Five of Pentacles TAROT card meaning.

Upright: Isolation, insecurity, worry, financial loss, poverty.

Reversed: Recovery from financial loss, spiritual poverty.


Five of Pentacles TAROT card description.

The Five of Pentacles, like the fives in the other suits, portrays a situation of adversity.

In this card, a destitute couple walk through the snow outside the stained glass of a brightly lit church window.

The church is symbolic of providing spiritual comfort while helping those who cannot help themselves.

The man uses a crutch because of his crippled leg and the woman attempts to cover herself with her threadbare shawl.

Both appear to be living in poverty and with little or no possessions.


Image.




Source: Biddy TAROT.


Skrying for a Spell.

Recently i suffered from mental illness symptoms.

... i've spent money recklessly, experienced it as 'Resource Drain', an attack coming from outside - insights told me that it came from the Buddhist Sangha i belong to.

Now i think i should learn both how to Protect from this type of attack, as well as how to Protect by causing this type of attack.

... i'll skry image of this card using my Black Obsidian Skrying Mirror & watch how it'll develop.

Wealth & Warnings Spell Rite.

i've performed a simple Spell - Rite this evening.


... with a course for my psychotherapy assistant work nearing completion, i wanted to cast a spell for increasing wealth, in a beyond-personal way.


... did put a TAROT Card of the Ace of Coins on a Magickal Altar in my apartment, over a rest of the Marseilles TAROT deck i have.

There are more of tools on Altar, i decided to not change it too much - instead to use & weave into this cast.

These tools are:
- Black Obsidian Skrying Mirror,
- Raven Familiar Statue.

There's Nerialka's Nitescence paint as well, i relate it with Liberation & Esoterics, with Perception, Skrying & more.


i followed the Four Steps for Spellcasting, with intent of increasing wealth of myself & my karmic connections, according to merit ... and with invoking warnings of wealth loss dangers as well.

TAROT Cards of Coins are related with Wealth, Abundance, Earth & Protection - in many of other TAROT decks these are called Pentacles.

Black Obsidian Skrying Mirror allows 'to see', Black Obsidian has Protecting & Karma Purifying qualities as well.

Raven Familiar Statue calls astral ravens that hunt for wealth opportunities, can fly and see far as well - providing warnings.

My Zodiac Signs Meaning.

i am Sagittarius-Aquarius ex Virgo, by new Zodiac - Leo.

i was born 13 Sep 1977.

it seems i am a Guardian of Spiritual - i try to be, i try to fight for purity of spiritual lessons, against Harmful Sects,

i am ex-Virgo - excellence - i focused on Computer Programming for long, now i spread my interrests wider,

i am Sagittarius-Aquarius by choice, it's my fight for better karma & destiny - truth revolution - i fight for Spiritual Truth beyond the Appearances,

i am Leo by new Zodiac - strength - i try to practice martial arts, not only as for solid foundation of esoterics but also for Protection.

in my case a lot in this image is true.

Immanence.

A quote:

'Immanent: Present. Existing within.'

-- Quoted from: 'The Essential Golden Dawn. An introduction to High Magick' book By Chic Cicero and Sandra Tabatha Cicero.


Commentary.

Part of High Magick Practices, from fairly beginning is to think of Immanence of God in Nature.

What is Nature?

Is Hell a part of the Nature?

i think it is.

i think this leads to discovering one of the Secrets of the Faith, of Inseparability of God, Satan & other beings.

Following Questions arise:
- Is the Hell just a Purgatory?
- Do gods Fall ever? For how long, how often, and why? Can they recover? How?
- Should one go to Heaven because of attachment to a God, or because of the Good?

i think this leads to better Understanding of the Time-Space Cycles of the Worlds, important idea of Buddhism, as well.

Even if Secrets of the Faith are hidden to Protect the Kids, it's just a convenience - kids benefit more from Knowing the Truth, anyway - i think.

These questions are more Dangerous & Powerful than it seems, answers even more. It's unwise to talk stupidly in untrusted circles about these, i think.

Even that Buddhism & Churches are like boats that go to different directions after travelling alongside for a while - one can switch the boats eventually.

More boats & crews, are met along the way as one travels as well.

Low Magick: Protection against Shadow.

After too much - even if not much still - of a spiritual descent spells, i've decided to do something positive, meaningful & spiritually ascending.

i've to decided to learn a 'Protection from Shadow' Spell, using my M:tGO cards & a Black Obsidian Skrying Mirror as i did with other spells before.





According with Jungian Psychology, Shadow is Inner Dragon, and Dragon is symbol of Fear, or Protection & Magic - depending whether it's befriended or not.

It's paired with 'Cloak of Mists' spell, to increase subtlety and make it harder to detect, steal, manipulate, protect from it or affect it in other way.

i've decided to let others learn it from me, on a sane terms.

Price is agreeing to not abuse this a spell.

One can learn this spell by agreeing for that price, then by reading this article in full - rereading if neccessary, then studying cards involved for a while.

With time this power will mature & awaken, and can be used by thinking 'Protection from Shadow', by deciding how much of one's own magickal energy to use (can be acquired by eating and making a wish to use food's energy as a magickal power source; there are other ways as well to acquire magickal power, not only power duels or eating; eating alone gives only a little usually - unless it has magickal & spiritual meaning as well; skillful choices for getting fairly a lot of power is an apple, or a fish when fasting - but this depends on spirituality, beliefs, et cetera), and by deciding whom to affect (either one being or a group), perhaps adding other details as well.

Enjoy.

This spell is included in 'Shadow Pentacle, Awaken!' verse as well, of one of my spell-poems, since today, as well.

This makes Shadow Pentacle more of a Light, makes it Protect more - including from itself.

It's still more of a descent than uplift, but with time Compassion will awaken more fully - i designed this spell to be self-correcting over long time.

Even that Shadow Pentacle points downward for now, with time it will rotate and point upwards, i think.

Pentacle pointing downward speaks of spiritual descent, Pentacle pointing upward speaks of spiritual ascent.

Word 'Awaken!' works that way - awakens mind qualities - including Compassion, transforms fear & anger into fearlessness, among other aspects.

Low Magick: a 'Mind Control' Spell.

i've to decided to learn a subtle & tricky 'Mind Control' Spell, using my M:tGO cards & a Black Obsidian Skrying Mirror as i did with other spells before.

it's paired with 'Cloak of Mists' spell, to increase subtlety and make it harder to detect, steal, manipulate, protect from it or affect it in other way.

i think that deciding factor in whether it's white, black or other magick depends on intent, gentleness and in details of how & why it is cast.





... i've decided to let others learn it from me, on a sane terms as well.

Price is agreeing to fight for my only wish as well, at least a little, in a safe way.

Wish is: 'Enlightened & Magickal Love with a Buddhist woman, and neo-mahakala-108 knows which'.

Too much of the price or Mind Control would be too harmful, anyway.

How to learn it?

Agree with a price, make a wish to learn a subtle & tricky Mind Control spell from neo-mahakala-108, then read this a whole article - rereading if neccessary, study cards involved for a while as well.

With time this power will mature & awaken, and can be activated by speaking or thinking 'Mind Control', with intent at whom (either a single being, or a group), and how.

Please do not abuse, do not demand too much - or beings affected will suicide in protest.

This spell can be learned other ways as well, beings affected will learn it eventually, but this is much harsher & longer way.

i think it's better to learn it on sane terms, by one's own will.

Enjoy.

Source of word 'Magus'.

About.

'Magus: A skilled or adept magician. Derived from the name magi, the Zoroastrian priest caste, and the Greek term magos, or 'magician.'

Possible connection with the greek magas or 'great,' indicating the 'great science.'

In the Golden Dawn it refers to the hypothetical or honorary 9=2 grade associated with the sephirah of Chokmah.'

-- Quoted from the 'The Essential Golden Dawn. An Introduction to High Magic' book by Chic Cicero and Sandra Tabatha Cicero.


Commentary.

While Zoroastrianism, arguably first world's religion coming from Persia is the first world's source of the word 'Magus', i think modern Magickal Traditions are also worthwhile competition in Magickal Challenge to the Persian Magick.

Who can compete? Who are among the Most Skilled & the Most Powerful?

Following World Views come to my Mind:
- Buddhism,
- the Golden Dawn,
- Nihilism,
- Thelema,
- Zoroastrianism.
- Perhaps more, i don't know about far-eastern Magickal Traditions, anyway.

Astral World & Related Ideas.

Due to wishes of my past, books, the internet & insights, i understood a little more about many of ideas:
- The Astral Plane & how it affects The Physical Plane,
- Astral Light,
- Aura, Aura Transformation & Relations with My Energy Body (Chakras), Mind & Soul,
- Thoughtshape & it's relations with Thoughts, Feelings & Imagination,
- Common Thoughtshape,
- Imagination,
- Telepathy,
- Akashic Records / Store Consciousness,
- The Danger of Possession by Astral Entities.

i think that while i am ready to write this understanding in a coherent form, this might lead curious readers into dangers dreaming in their own minds, leading to insanity.

i won't share these thoughts for now - until i find a solution to that danger.

When i'll be ready, i'll edit this article.

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Update:

More ideas & understanding arising in mind.

i'll try to create my 'Astral Wrap' - Transform My Aura, Equip it with Means of Astral Self Defence based on Martial Arts (Including Energy Body Development, Chakras Opening & Development & other practices), Buddhism & Esoterics.

i'll try to learn to perceive my 'Astral Wrap', it's interactions with Astral Plane, then Astral Plane & Auras of other beings.

Then i think i'll create Astral Guardian and include a proper invocation in this article.

Then i'll be ready to edit this article to reveal more, without fearing of harming others so much.

i think i'll write about Astral Dangers & of how to Protect oneself, advise of what's worth investigating, pursuing so one's discovery of Astral World & Related Ideas is fairly safe. Astral Guardian i'll create won't be sufficient for long if one decides to progress - so one has to develop one's own methods of Protecting oneself & his or her mental health.

Then i'll be ready to do the Lesser Pentagram Banishing Ritual as is part of Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn's High Magick Practices - without fear of banishing too much, without fear of banishing Buddhist Energies & other Energies that are important to me.

A Spell - Poem of the Wand.

-=- Wand of the Dirt. -=- Raven's Eyes, Awaken! Cloak of Mists, Wisdom Awaken! Masculine Emotions, the Swamps of Desire, Will & Power, Awaken! Eye of Madness, Awaken! Godess Power Wand, Awaken! Raven's Eyes, Awaken! Blessed be.

-=- Explaination. -=- This a spell-poem is a Low Magick, it's title is 'Wand of the Dirt'. It warns against troubles & dangers - as a Raven, a flying shadow, with it's eyes, It is quite a tricky spell, as is enveloped by the 'Cloak of Mists', wisely at that, It evokes Masculine Emotions, often dirty as the Swamps - the Conditions for Lotus Flower to Grow, It awakens Eye of Madness, to confront & see through the Stiff ideas, to Protect as well, It awakens Power of the Wand, the lights & shadows of the abundance, power & health in it, to Protect, It's masculine aspect, affects feelings, associated with the element of fire, It blesses or curses as well, depending on intent toward us.

A Spell - Poem of the Chalice.

-=- Sacred Chalice of Mists & Waters. -=- Raven's Eyes, Awaken! Cloak of Mists, Wisdom Awaken! Lyrical Art & Beauty, Awaken! The Black Lotus, feminine Protecting Qualities, Shakti, Awaken! Mirror Wisdom, Awaken! Sacred Chalice, Awaken! Raven's Eyes, Awaken!

-=- Explaination. -=- This a spell-poem is a Low Magick, it's title is 'Sacred Chalice of Mists & Waters'. It warns against troubles & dangers - as a Raven, a flying shadow, with it's eyes, It is quite a tricky spell, as is enveloped by the 'Cloak of Mists', wisely at that, It has Power of the Art & Beauty, especially the feelings - related Lyrical Art, It has Great Magickal Power to Protect, feminine Shakti Qualities, It has Powers of a skrying mirror as well, when filled with liquid that reflects when still, It is about Sacred Chalice of the TAROT, feminine aspect of feelings, related with a water element, as well, It blesses or curses as well, depending on intent toward us.