The Moon Card.

'The Moon points at collective unconsciousness, "oceaninc feelings". it invokes hidden emotions as Cancer, ancient feelings & instincts as Scarab, Sun from the deep water (in Crowley's Tarot). Challenge is to not identify with, & to not be absorbed in these feelings too much. This card brings courage as well.'

-- Quoted & Translated from the book 'TAROT dla początkujących' by Evelin Bürger, Johannes Fiebig.

see also, if You wish: The Moon (Tarot card).

How i got Introduced into Magickal Way ?

i was introduced into 'Magickal Way' by 'Małgorzata Męczyńska', a Professional Artist with Beautiful Arts Academy Education as well.

... more than 10 years ago, i think ... before i started to play 'Narfell' Computer Game's World.

i met two people who were 'True Mages', according to them & her.

i met another person 'Grey Cloak', who advised me against Magic(k), he did well, perhaps ...

i bought 'Tarot Cards' for first time, read Aleister Crowley's books, if i remember well.

there was more, with 'Lukas' & 'Traszka', Psychology & Islam related & more of their colleagues still ... including 'Smoku', a student or graduate of Esoteric School, more or less.

then i played Narfell Computer Game World & met Nerialka, she mentioned she uses Tarot as well.

at Narfell, i've played a role of Attentus, a Sorcerer, known in that world well, i think ...

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earlier or later 'Hanna Łubek' with her former boyfriend sold me 'Ars Magica' roleplaying game.

'Hanna Łubek' also introduced me to Buddhism, the Diamond Way.

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there are plenty of other people, other influences as well.

Awakening.

in Buddhism it's either state of 'Satori' or 'Bodhi' or perhaps another Way(s) ...

these mean 'Awakening from Confusion', 'Awakening from feelings & thoughts that Cloud the Mind', 'Understanding' , 'Comprehension',

'Awakening from Delusions of this or that type ...',

in 'Mage: the Ascension' it's something i fail to understand fully, for now at least.

Insane Procedures of Internet Services & Shops.

there are plenty, https://www.kurtmedia.pl/ is one of them.

after months of not sending phone after being paid,

not caring for financial incomes with holding (locking) the money at their account,

are they trying to scare or drive customers mad by making them to run around searching a valid
Bank-Account-Window?

what to do?

- consult psychology ?
- go to Organization that Protects Customers & Competition ?
- go to Law Court ?
- start to prepare Hacking Tools ? for protecting my love, me, my friends, my allies, ...
- consider developing a 'Trade Union', something alike 'Labor Union' as i've planned before ?
- ...

this is also mentioned at: 'IT Security' in 'Real ...' ...